'Glory, tell your brother that he CAN'T do that to you. Did you try to tell him that they might throw you out or shun you? '
Haven't talked to him since in fear of provoking him further or somehow making things worse. Was thinking about somehow reaching rob and seeing if he will try to talk some sense into him. Too bad I only know my brothers cell phone number.
The sad part is that I'm pretty sure he already knows how my parents will react. Except I'm sort of getting the idea that somehow in his twisted train of thought that he thinks because my parents tended to like me better for the most part after he came out, that they won't be as bothered if I say I'm bi, because they like me, and theres still a chance I could end up with a girl. That most likely won't be the case, but thats the only semi-reasonable explanation I can come up with.
Still. Whether he has good intentions or not, I'll tell them when I feel like it, and preferably without his help.
Now, how to keep him quiet.....
Here in this cold white room tied up to these machines, it's hard to imagine life as it used to be. Laughing, screaming, tumbling queen... Like the most amazing light show you've ever seen. Whirling, swirling, never blue... How could you go and die? What a selfish thing to do...
RIP Jason