froze my ass off at track this morning, school was blah but I have a 4 day weekend so I don't really care met the director, picked up my music/script etc, got home and found out exactly how much my parents disapprove of me even being in Hair... no congratulations or anything, and they probably won't come and see (but I guess it won't matter because I'm being disowned in 4 days anyway) and then I went to a film festival. I get back with intentions of calling my brother, but at the last moment I freaked out and asked for rob instead. He's gonna try to figure out why the hell my brother is doing this, but is leaving most of the talking to me. Which is good, because I rely way too heavily on other people to sort things out for me. So now, I just have to bring myself to pick up the phone and call him. I don't know what to say though.
It doesn't look too great when I write it out... but my day wasn't that bad. If I could just rid myself of anyone related to me then it would be perfect :-p
Here in this cold white room tied up to these machines, it's hard to imagine life as it used to be. Laughing, screaming, tumbling queen... Like the most amazing light show you've ever seen. Whirling, swirling, never blue... How could you go and die? What a selfish thing to do...
RIP Jason