"I'm squeamish and I shouldn't have looked at the picture, but I did. And yet, I *keep* looking at it. Why is that? Why do I keep wanting to look at pictures I know upset me?"
Tell me about it. I wanna wipe that picture of the face of the earth. I've looked at it twice REALLY quickly put to post it, I had to get the link and I had to click on the picture- that was beyond horrid.
As for the tatoo- She killed herself in September 2005- the last time I had seen her was very beginning of June 2005. However, the picture had been taken 3 in March.
When the picture was taken, she had 2 tatoos. One on her wrist and one on her arm. I didn't look at the picture that long so I really don't know where the tattoo was in the picture but in my avatar, she has a tatoo on her arm- I guess it's not visable? I tried looking closely but didn't see one but it was there- I took the picture.
As for the other tatoos she had, she got them within the 3 months before she killed herself. She was in Canada and did some...umm...not good (for lack of a better word) things there.
I don't feel well right now and I know I won't be able to sleep. That picture is forever in my mind.
Edit: The girl in the picture IS the same person- Ariel. I have a photo of her in what I think is the same shirt she is wearing in the picture. Once I take my photos out of the dusty box in my closet- I will scan it.
Is it bad that I keep looking in back of me and thinking someone is there?
"How bout a little black dress?"~hannahshule
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Updated On: 5/16/06 at 08:34 PM