For Those Who Feel The Need To Share All of Their Banal Details Part 3- Page 19

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 5:04pm

Every day that's gone by in the past... five or so, around this time late in the afternoon, I realize what a bum I've been, and how much time I've wasted and how utterly, sadly bored I am. I'm kind of mad at myself for just sitting around, yet every morning when I wake up, I just continue to sit around and waste time. I know I should get out, get my sh*t together and just get back to being productive and useful and... myself in general -- just get on with my life -- but it's so much easier to roll out of bed, feel like crap, grumble about it and just keep laying around. Certainly can't do this forever; every day I'm just like "oh, tomorrow," but it never happens. Of course, all the while, my list of things to do just keeps growing and becoming more daunting.

Updated On: 5/17/06 at 05:04 PM

[wickedrentq]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 5:24pm

Why not try setting one goal for the day? Like don't think you're gonna do everything you have to one day--that you do this one thing, then you can laze around. You may get in more of a productive mood and do more after the one thing, or not, but then you know you've accomplished something and lazing becomes more enjoyable, and each day you cross something off the list.

I haven't been in the best pattern either. The whole weekend I had to do a paper and yesterday I had to study lots and doing all the work was annoying but when/now that I'm done, I'm just bored. I have no clue what to do with myself.

Well, I'm doing decent now actually--watching some ATW videos. At least I'll be totally busy Thurs, Sat, and Sun.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 5:36pm

I set goals and then ignore them, because why do it today when you can put it off til tomorrow?

I got another interview, so I guess I'll have to haul out of bed eventually. I think it'll be like a domino effect, though; once I get going, I'll be okay.

Updated On: 5/17/06 at 05:36 PM

[wickedrentq]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 5:42pm

I think I'm gonna take myself to a movie tonight...maybe Akeelah and the Bee.

[jlc6314]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 6:00pm

I have a terrible headache.

[Mandi Moo]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 6:03pm

I haven't eaten all day.

[dancingthrulife04]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 6:04pm

My friend knocked me over before, and now my hand really hurts.

My aunt called telling me I have an interview at 4:00 tomorrow at the bakery around the corner from me.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 6:25pm

I just missed my favorite episode of Friends on TV.

[SweetQintheLights]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 6:38pm

I was just going to type what jlc and Mandi typed.

I haven't eaten all day and have a terrible headache. Plus my back hurts.
I just made a baked potato but I am not even hungry- but...I hate to throw it out.

That myspace picture of my friend really is still fresh in my mind and I hope it goes away soon- it ruined my night last night and all day today.
Worse, myspace e-mailed me back and said it is not possible to trace back and find out who started it and so it cannot be deleted (which I find BS.) Then they said that if I use any third party codes to track it down, it is a serious violoation of myspace terms and my myspace will be deleted.

WTF? I don't even know how to do that! And personally, them not being able to delete that really makes me wonder. If they said that if I use any third party code to track it down..etc...obviously it is possible! AARGGG!!!!

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 6:42pm

That's BS; *someone* has to have the ability to do that. They probably just don't want to put in the effort. That's really inconsiderate, I'm sorry.

You probably have a headache because you haven't eaten, so you should try.

My mother keeps being nice after we argue and then starting another fight with me ten minutes later. UGH.

Updated On: 5/17/06 at 06:42 PM

[SweetQintheLights]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 6:51pm

Thanks Emcee- that's what I'm saying.

They are telling me that it's against myspace rules to track the code down..etc...

Just saying that makes one know that it is 100% possible.

I am trying to eat some potato. I guess some if better than nothing.

I hope you feel better too!

Edit: I think we should have an "Our Life Sux" meeting.

Updated On: 5/17/06 at 06:51 PM

[Marlene]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 6:52pm

I don't think you should go along with the fact that you're disturbed by the pictures, unless you want to pretend to be a relation to Ariel in the email to photobucket. I mean it's worth of try...I wouldn't write a prolific email, but maybe if you explain the circumstance of her death and the fact that it's causing emotional damage to those close to her and somehow destroying her name of sorts, they'll do something.

I do to a certain extent understand why myspace won't try to hunt down every single post and remove it, since it will probably be a bitch to trace on their parts and kill their system resources if they were to respond to every request.

Photobucket's terms of service:
"By using the Services you agree that you will not:
Use the Services for any illegal purpose;
Upload, email or otherwise transmit any User Content that is unlawful, obscene, harmful, threatening, defamatory or hateful or that contains objects or symbols of hate, invade the privacy of any third party, contain nudity or child erotica, or is otherwise objectionable. Photobucket.com does not control User Content of users' accounts and does not have any obligation to monitor such content for any purpose, however, Photobucket.com may chose to monitor such User Content any time in its sole discretion. You acknowledge that you are solely responsible for all content and material you provide to the Service;"
Updated On: 5/17/06 at 06:52 PM

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 6:53pm

AGGGGH my mother. She is IMPOSSIBLE. I'm begging her to stop tormenting me, and she just keeps sending me these IMs and these emails no matter how many times I ask her to please leave me be. All she does by giving me these lectures is make sh*t worse. AHHHHHHHH.

[Marlene]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 6:54pm

Get off of AIM? Accidently block her for half an hour so you can get a breather? Hang on Emcee.

[SweetQintheLights]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 6:55pm

That picture may not be the meaning of obscene most people think of, but...it IS obscene!

Dictionary.com

ob·scene Audio pronunciation of "obscene" ( P ) Pronunciation Key (b-sn, b-)
adj.

1. Offensive to accepted standards of decency or modesty.
2. Inciting lustful feelings; lewd.
3. Repulsive; disgusting: “The way he writes about the disease that killed her is simply obscene” (Michael Korda).
4. So large in amount as to be objectionable or outrageous: “local merchants in nearby stores get hammered by stratospheric rents and obscene taxes” (Joe Queenan).

I don't know how to bold but it number 3- "RUPULSIVE; DISCUSTING.

Updated On: 5/17/06 at 06:55 PM

[ihearttheatre]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 6:59pm

I'm so sorry that they are completely blowing you off, SweetQ.


Banal: I just realized I was humming "Winter Wonderland", and now the song is stuck in my head. It's MAY.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 7:01pm

I just saw my dad, and he goes "well, I'm not going to lecture you, but..." and gives me this whole thing about "we're sacrificing a lot for you to be here..."

I get that, but maybe I'm just too stupid to do any better. I suppose that's what they want to hear.

*screams into pillow*

Why is everything such f*cking TORTURE? I can't handle this right now, not with every OTHER relationship blow I've been dealt lately. I'm sick of being clobbered by people I'm close to. I'm dealing with problems I can't even *tell* my parents about because they'll have me committed or tied up or something, and what they're putting me through is not helping.

Updated On: 5/17/06 at 07:01 PM

[BSoBW2]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 7:07pm

HEHEHE.

I get that, too.

I came home one day, 5+ e-mails from my mom and dad (my dad saying to respond to my mom) a whole lotta voice mails and my dorm phone was ringing non stop. All to say, "Why don't you call..."

Plus, I got my grades today!
I kick ass!

(Except my business course which brought down my Overall GPA. I am gonna have to kick some major tushy next year. Fifth year freem here I come!)

[wickedrentq]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 7:11pm

Yay, my friend just got home from college so I'm going to hang out with her instead of going to a movie by myself.

During Christmas break when we were all bored/depressed, we planned a trip on the Adam thread to a deserted island. Maybe we should revive the plans.

[BSoBW2]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 7:13pm

Oh, and I only need to complete 15 hours more!

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 7:13pm

Now my mom's all sad and sorry; she says she's sorry, but she's not going to do anything differently, so it's worth nothing to me. She's sorry, and she just keeps pushing my buttons. ARRRRRGH. What's the point? She's sorry that I'm mad, not for what she's doing.

Updated On: 5/17/06 at 07:13 PM

[Caroline-Q-or-TBoo]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 7:29pm

i'm going through an: I-Love-Audra-McDonald-Phase

it's lovely

[dancingthrulife04]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 7:34pm

I'm watchign the "My Favorite Broadway: The Love Songs" DVD, and I've come to the conclusion that I'd rather hear the Nathan and Adelaide from our school production of Guys & Dolls sing "Sue Me" instead of Nathan Lane.

That arrangement was AWFUL, although I do love me some Darius DeHaas

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 7:35pm

I'm doing that thing again where I'm vaguely thinking of a song and I can't place it. Chances are I'm making it up.

[Marlene]

Posted: 5/17/06 at 7:55pm

Practice didn't happen this entire week, and I went on another secret binge. Not so secret anymore. Must not get kicked off the team (Okay, so I'm protesting the fact that I haven't been played since I cut practice during AP week. I wasn't in the f-ing play this year because of soccer. DIE. Did I mention my couch is an ass? *end rant*) But yea, he's been a little ass this year, and benched me on several occasions. I think I really died when he benched the girls on the state team because they missed psal practice for state practice. Are you on f-ing drugs? Then he doesn't play me at the Bryant game. o_0. Truthfully it's the only time I get a real chance to score some goals without ever trying. It's sad that I had better stats as a freshmen (and got more game time) with the old couch. Yea, athletics awards...I am going...I better not sporadically get kicked off the team this week.

I'm figuring out how to radically raise my overally average 5 points so that it mirrors my overall average, and don't get a speech and f-up collge apps in the fall. I've already forged signatures on my report card, and somehow my mother forgot I get 2nd term grades. Letter grades, then faux letter grades, and then the grades that count. Somehow things I brush off without trying are now the bane of my existance. Spanish Lit (a class I loooove) is death, and so is Calc, French, Latin, and of course Physics. And if my grade in English drops because I don't have inane questions to ask in class because I actually understand the sound and the fury, I am going to kick some ass.