I can relate, I've been dealing with huge amounts of disappointment lately with not getting into my first choice college, not getting into the school musical, not getting the school leadership position I wanted, and the list goes on. I deal with it by talking it through with friends and by listening to uplifting music. The latter is the best. I've told people that lately, my anthem is Kate Voegele's "It's Only Life".
"Chicago is it's own incredible theater town right there smack down in the middle of the heartland. What a great city! I can see why Oprah likes to live there!" - Dee Hoty :-D