The Hallowe'en party is at my my house, I'll probably have 20 wild teens in my place all night tomorrow. Drunk ones, too. Not sure what I'm dressing as. And my mom decided I wasn't allowed to go to that disco on Thursday, but then decided I might, and then not, but, erm... so I don't know. I mgiht not even be able to get a ticket at this late stage.
And if she finds out it's over 18s then I certainly won't be allowed to go. But we shall see...
Desperate times, desperate measures.
Oh, and I nearly collapsed just there when I was on bebo (like Myspace or Facebook) and I saw a pic of one of my best friends' friends from his school. To say I coyuld have dies and gone to heaven for the 16 year old is an understatement.
*swoons and faints again*
The rain we knew is a thing of the past -
deep-delving, dark, deliberate you would say
browsing on spire and bogland; but today
our sky-blue slates are steaming in the sun,
our yachts tinkling and dancing in the bay
like racehorses. We contemplate at last
shining windows, a future forbidden to no one.
Derek Mahon
"Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets."
Arthur Miller