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Posted: 1/25/06 at 10:52pm
hahah sorry i love Coldplay too much...
In all seriousness...I am freaked for my audiitons...i have never in my life auditioned for anything this big. I've done stuff for shows but never done an audition that had monologues. i'm from a little town in Wisconsin and so am going to the Feb 6,7,8 auditions and am auditioning for four schools (UArts, SUNY Purchase, NC Arts, and Roosevelt University) I don't really have that good grades and so i know that this audition is what'll get me into these schools that i'm dying to go to. I have practiced my monologues since December but only by myself...my sister and Mom won't listen to them and i have yet to get to do them in front of my friends. I wanted to go and have someone like an old director work with me on them but i have no means of going to Chicago to get someone. I am so nervous and i hate not knowing what they are looking for and i hate not knowing what my competition is. I really need to get into these schools and am horrified that i'm gonna go and just fall flat on my face. I'm soo scared that i'm gonna go up and just forget all the words and blank and let them see how nervous i am. I hate my family for not caring about this because it feels like this could help me start something big. I don't know this is just me having a lil breakdown but i was just wondering if anyone out there feels my pain...Its just soo scary and i'm hoping that after i get my first one over with that the rest won't be as scary...but who knows? Well j/w so good luck to any of my follow auditioners. We'll get through this!
In all seriousness...I am freaked for my audiitons...i have never in my life auditioned for anything this big. I've done stuff for shows but never done an audition that had monologues. i'm from a little town in Wisconsin and so am going to the Feb 6,7,8 auditions and am auditioning for four schools (UArts, SUNY Purchase, NC Arts, and Roosevelt University) I don't really have that good grades and so i know that this audition is what'll get me into these schools that i'm dying to go to. I have practiced my monologues since December but only by myself...my sister and Mom won't listen to them and i have yet to get to do them in front of my friends. I wanted to go and have someone like an old director work with me on them but i have no means of going to Chicago to get someone. I am so nervous and i hate not knowing what they are looking for and i hate not knowing what my competition is. I really need to get into these schools and am horrified that i'm gonna go and just fall flat on my face. I'm soo scared that i'm gonna go up and just forget all the words and blank and let them see how nervous i am. I hate my family for not caring about this because it feels like this could help me start something big. I don't know this is just me having a lil breakdown but i was just wondering if anyone out there feels my pain...Its just soo scary and i'm hoping that after i get my first one over with that the rest won't be as scary...but who knows? Well j/w so good luck to any of my follow auditioners. We'll get through this!
RIP Natasha Richardson. ~You were a light on this earth ~
