The time we spent together will forever be burned into my mind as a time of great joy and happiness. Joy that my soul has never seen before and never shall again, I fear. I have given up all hope of your thread returning and feel I need closure in the matter. I lay here tonight, dreaming of you one last time before I put your name to rest. I pray you find peace wherever you go, shall it be in the arms of another or back here eventually where you belong. So with a broken heart I set you free, Matthew. And by doing so, I also set myself free.
"Noah, someday we'll talk again. But there's things we'll never say. That sorrow deep inside you. It inside me, too. And it never go away. You be okay. You'll learn how to lose things..."