The Official (And Original) Random Thread--It's BACK, biotches!!- Page 64

[Ebonic_Singer]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:02am

Awww---feel better sugar plum insomniak cakes.

[insomniak]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:02am

I won't be having fun...

I have a SH*Tty social life.

Sorry to whine, but I'm just very blah on the world right now.

[Ebonic_Singer]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:03am

it's okay--that's the point of the thread.

[insomniak]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:05am

*wallows in depression*

Do the sugar plum cakes taste good?

[Type_A_Tiff]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:06am

feel free to whine, som. we've all had those days and i appreciate having a sympathetic ear too. lay it on!

[Delphine]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:07am

Nia, I've gone through that. Lately I've been feeling that I have no real friends. No one who cares about me beyond a conversation. If I died, maybe one or two people would cry. It's a ****ty feeling. How do I still smile? I fake it. Sucks to be me.

Then again, people do care about me. It just seems so hard to see right now. I perservere. So will you.

Just vent, if you'd like.

[Type_A_Tiff]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:10am

And if it makes you feel any better, bg2 tried to make us look stupid but then WE had great people to back us up and he had nobody! So you do have some loyal friends on here and he's still a condescending asshole. <-- seriously, how do i do the devil emoticon?

[Delphine]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:11am

Okay, I feel all left out again. I wanna read this bg2 fight thingimabobber. Is it on the Anthony thread? Updated On: 11/6/04 at 01:11 AM

[Ebonic_Singer]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:11am

what's up with bg2? He wasn't always mean and didnt always talk in the third person.

[Delphine]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:12am

I used to really like him. Now he's a changed little man.

[Type_A_Tiff]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:13am

You're right, he wasn't always a dickhead. I didn't even think there was much of an issue but, even as he admitted, he is a condescending bitch, and then he wonders why we wouldn't take it from him. And then he told Ak to go **** off or something, and flamed me a bit too and now I'm a bit steamed, but I know I've got better friends on here than he does.

And yes, Delph, it's on the "nonsense and randomness" something thread on the OT board.

[Ebonic_Singer]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:13am

I dont get what happened. He became kinda mean actually.

[insomniak]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:13am

Delphie, I care about you. I care about a lot of people... they just don't notice. It's like Mr. Cellophane... Never know I'm there. I care so much and I try but people... just don't respond. I wonder if I'm here sometimes. I can have one great conversation that matters, but the next day the person will have completely forgotten. It's like I don't register on the radar.

I often think about what my funeral would be like. I think a lot of people would cry but few or none would mean it. It's the sort of thing that people do, cry to keep up appearances. There'd be eulogies about what a nice person I was, though everyone always despised me. It's about who it looks like you're friends with, no one really wants to talk to me. Or else I'm just a charity case or too unimportant to be considered as a confidant. I can live without some deep connection, though I want it, I will settle for anything at this point.

It's tiring... going on and wishing you didn't have to.

EDIT- whoops, we've moved on in the conversation while I typed.

bg2 sucks and that is the nicest thing I can say. Updated On: 11/6/04 at 01:13 AM

[Type_A_Tiff]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:15am

https://forum.broadwayworld.com/readmessage.cfm?thread=512711&boardname=off&dt=110504110253

That's the thread, if you wanted to see it. (Surprised ithasn't been deleted yet!)

Som and I really held our own, eh? (high five!)

I know what you mean, Ak. And maybe you're right. Maybe everyone at school hates you. But like I told you before, "Nothing tastes better than sour grapes." Give them the best reason to hate you - jealousy. It tastes lovely on toast. I'm not kidding, prove them wrong and be more successful than them. That's the best you can do.

[insomniak]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:16am

To do that, I would have to be noticed.

[Type_A_Tiff]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:16am

Is it that people don't know who you are, or people just don't like you?

[insomniak]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:20am

Mostly that I am disliked or people know who I am but don't want to put in effort into holding a conversation with me.

I'm sorry I dragged this up again, I promised I wouldn't. Happiness?

[Delphine]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:21am

Insomniak, just saying what you said, simple and straightforward, really does make me feel better. Thank you. I care about you too and I really hope you do better. I'm sorry highschool is such a bitch for you. I don't have any wise words other than my sympathies.

(And trust me, people know you're there. And they like you. A lot, I'm sure. It's just hard to see.)






Alright, now I'm off to go see what a dick bg2 is to my darling BWW friends. Huff! *stomps away*

[Type_A_Tiff]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:23am

F*CK happiness. Let's wallow in sadness.

Som, if people know who you are and don't care to talk to you, at least they know who you are! Meaning if you make something of yourself, you'll get their attention, and then YOU'LL get ot choose who you sit with and who you don't.

Delph, go read the thread, do a bit of flaming, and make us feel better, mmkay?

[insomniak]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:24am

Delphie, thanks. Making someone feel better is a reason to be here.

Tiff, what do you suggest?

[Ebonic_Singer]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:24am

I just read the thread--he really changed for some strange reason.

Ak--wallow all you want--I'll always be here to pick you all up!

[insomniak]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:26am

Thanks to you too, Ebonic. Can I just adopt this whole thread?

How has bg2 changed? Did he used to not be an ass?

[Type_A_Tiff]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:27am

It depends. Waht's your goal?

And bg2 never used to be a noticeable ass. Here, anyway. Although I think he was pretty vilified at CB, seemingly for good reason.

[Ebonic_Singer]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:28am

when I first came here, he was all nice and supportive, and didn't talk in 3rd person. And I love this thread. it's something to do when there is nothing to do, or when there is everything to do and I need a break...

[insomniak]

Posted: 11/6/04 at 1:30am

This thread is my support group. I need it like oxygen and it's also just fun.

Tiff... my goal is to make friends or get somewhere. I've pretty much F*CKed myself to hell socially, so I need some help.