"Because of my experience in school, I feel as if I go back to the beginning with every project I start. I doubt my abilities. Sometimes, I'm embarrassed going into the first day of rehearsals for a show. I think, "This is the one where they're going to find me out."
TM: Are you feeling that less often and less acutely as your career continues?
RAÚL: No, it's getting worse! At our first rehearsal for Taboo, I spent the entire time with my face in the script -- and this is a show for which I've already done three readings! I was like, "Well, they have a week to decide whether or not they want me to do this." On the first day of rehearsals for Sunday in the Park With George at the Kennedy Center, the pianist played the arpeggio that opens the show and everybody sort of looked at me. It's like I was waiting for Mandy Patinkin to say, "White. A blank page or canvas." You know, "Where's Mandy?" I wish I could relax, but...
Awwwwwwwwwwww. I love Rauly!
Good morning, Ang!
"Blow out the candles, Robert, and make a wish. Want something. Want something."
Wishes come true, not free.