haha hi cindy. i'm going to ramble too! i agree with you that it's an excellent book.. well so far at least.. i was CRACKiNG UP at the chapter where they told about their on and offstage mistakes.. just absolutely died. haha! and the cockroaches.. yes that can be quite scary when you hate bugs.. but for me.. the chapter where it talked about family and the business being your entirrre life scared me the most (so far..). thinking about how even AFTER you land the roles... in the end.. who are you going to be with?.. *scary*..
hmm.... but some parts were just dumb. i mean, there were parts in that book where i just was thinking "shut up" to the actors that were speaking co'z sometimes they'd be talking about the individuality of broadway.. well yeah it's gotten corporate, yeah YOU aren't the star anymore.. it's about the show.
SO WHAT?
they still get to act on a broadway stage, sing, and do their thing. so who cares if the show is not centered on your freaking ego? i dunno.. that got me upset at how selfish that certain chapter was. maybe it was there to wake those people up that go for broadway for the fame. o_O but isn't it obvious already? haha..
but getting back to it being a good book (haha). there have been many times that it made think.. and re-think that life. it really gets at you. co'z we think sometimes, "yeah even if i get to be in the chorus... i'll be so happy and fulfilled...." but there's people who've been there and done that and just are hopeless and unhappy. you start to wonder if it's just THEM and they weren't fit for it in the first place.. or is it that you are being too "dreamy" like they were...? so i think that's great that it's that tiny hit of reality.
but in saying all that depressing stuff, i like to think of what Brad Oscar said. When he thought about that stuff, he often had to remind himself, "You are working on Broadway. You area living your dreams." it's true. ya gotta struggle sometimes! ^^ life isn't always as peachy.
...to whom much is given... much is expected.
"what you've got, is like... the rain. It just... happens. All you've got to do is dress for the occassion..."