I am going to pretend I'm at a beach party.
It's cold and rainy and just downright icky here today.
ElTico, don't give up on your life! And DON'T have a mid-life crisis! I have NEVER met anyone who had one which resulted in anything positive. Time to get out that paper and pen and put in writing all the things that are good in your life and all the things which you want to change. Next to those items put your action plan. ACTION is the key to success. You hold the key to the life you want in your hands.
(ps - I'm a little bitter about mid-life crises because I am still reeling from the end of my 15 year relationship thanks to my partner's mid-life breakdown...)
oh, but a visit to NYC would be a good thing!
"Two drifters off to see the world. There's such a lot of world to see. . ."