Hey everyone - I just stumbled across this site, and thanks to yall for cheering me up a bit, I feel so down lately I just don't care about much anymore - really don't mean to spoil the party but I think I just need to get this out of my system and vent to somebody, anybody, even it is just cyberspace...I couldn't go to work today, I'm just so sick of smiling at people who don't smile back. I don't know why but I've just drifted away from my old life - do I give a damn about anything any more? Know what I mean - nothing excites me. God I can't even express how I feel typing - so many things I just can't say Thanks for your time, and sorry again
No need to feel sorry at all - you're not the first to unload in here - keep reading As a matter of fact, hang around and participate - you just never know why you were led here.
My world in this vacation has been New York City and this computer. Absolute bliss. Until today- first a doctor's appointment (I'm diseased!) and now I have to study. Stupid midterm.
Hey Jasper- Sorry to hear you're feeling blue. We all do every once and a while. This is a lively place and a huge laugh can be found every now and then. But seriously....if you feel blue for a long period of time or on a persistent basis, I would strongly suggest you make an appointment with you primary care physician. Nothing to be afraid of! Just go in and explain how you're feeling. It might be a simple vitamin deficiency or something else chemical in your body. Medications can balance that stuff out. Don't get down...you're not crazy. Just do something about it if it doens't go away quickly like it should.
David walked into the valley
With a stone clutched in his hand
He was only a boy
But he knew someone must take a stand
There will always be a valley
Always mountains one must scale
There will always be perilous waters
Which someone must sail
-Into the Fire
Scarlet Pimpernel
hey guys - thanks for your kind words, this seems like a good place with good people, but I don't know - im so inarticulate and shy, I feel any thing I can say has been said already by someone else a hundred times better...and anything I do say just comes out all wrong. I turn red if someone talks to me and I always think people think I'm a weirdo. I think I'm a good guy, but I just seem so plain to people they are indifferent I can't see myself turning any corners and I just think what is the point?