winokur, sammy, and shobiz's thread — Page 3

Oh sry that post landed at the wrong time. My fight istn' too depressing, it's amusing. The fact that there's no rec. from 400-1000 is depressing.

Storytime!!

Ok my ex-b/f and i stayed friends right? Well he's just been ticking me off lately, w/ all his stupid little comments. (I would post the convo but there was too much vulgarity!) And he really hurt me when we broke up--even though I broke up w/ him--it's really a long story. And to make a long story short, he called me stupid and dumb. And those are insults that really hit me deep b/c of my past childhood. So I got VERY ticked at him, past what I was already feeling. Now he's all 'but u were ticking me off...u were being dumb' and i blew up at him. It's quite amusing b/c he's now trying to apologize, and it's not working, b/c he's diggin himself a deeper hole. I'm really not a mean person, I just don't like being called dumb or stupid.

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omg, who needs him?

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Haha he called me a b***h. I wonder if he feels all grown up now!

Anywho, we can change the subject!

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sammy, what do you think the subject should be?

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Umm...

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I'm looking at UWGB. Gonna be a choreographer baby!! But seeing as I'm only a sophmore i got a couple more years. But I'm still gonna be a choreographer--u'r gonna see my name...beleive me!

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Fordham and NYU... i really wanna be in the city.

My parents are arseholes though. Fordham offers the major I want (sociology/political science) but NYU doesn't offer political science and they've been sticking kids in their General Studies program.
But my parents say they'll pay for NYU and not Fordham.

So it's all about money and reputation rather then my life goals and interests.
I'm sick of their ****e.

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how bout we have a new topic now, or get people to go to the chatroom!

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my parents too!! omg, they say I"m going to get nowhere in theater. ugh, isn't it frustrating??

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Very!!

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I wrote a poem about it!!


Without You

What is it that you want from me
Do you want me to be everything that I can be
During these years we have grown farther apart
Even though I still have love for you in my heart
You are my family
Without you I would be in agony
I try to tell you all of my dreams
But you don’t approve is all it seems
I do all I can to keep the time passing
And when I look out of the corner of my eye I see you laughing
Do you believe in me
Because if it’s true, I really cannot see
I just want your support, that is all
To know you will be there to catch me if I fall
You tell that I’m crazy
You mention that I’m lazy
Just wait until the day
Then tell me what you have to say
I have others that surround me
And give me the confidence to see
That I can do it all without you
I will prove to you what I can do
I am hoping that maybe then you will be proud
And I’m thinking that that is allowed
So no matter where I am destined to
I will know that I got there without you


I also wrote this one, for my friend who is gonna be a big star on Broadway:

Debut
Broadway debut
Opening night scares
You’ve made your dreams come true
Spotlight glares
The curtain’s rising
Music starts to play
Your heart is pounding
Finally, you have found your way
Audience is watching
They’ve come for a show
You stand there waiting
There’s your cue, you’ve got to go
Here is your chance
Here is your shot
Just listen to the song and dance
There you go, give it all you’ve got
Five...Six...Seven...Eight...
The pressure is on
Keep in time, you don’t want to be late
No mistake can be withdrawn
The act is coming to an end
The show is ending now
You take a final bend
Go ahead, take your bow

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Sure!! I have some more too...I just gotta find them. And only if u guys wanna read em lol

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Lol ok, what happened to Sammy? Did she get lost in a world of mallomars again?

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