Hey, here's a bit of consolation, okay?
I didnt get into professional set design until I hit my early 40s; prior to that I worked in advertising as an illustrator and photoretoucher. Then I figured screw it, if I dont do it, it aint never gonna happen.
Six years later? I'm doing pretty darn well, with contracts on both sides of the Atlantic, and a teaching job coming up in January with a college that's been after me for almost a year.
Hang in there. You *can* make it happen.
"That duck was a sexual toy, and it was on display!" -- an unknown Nashville town leader