Looking For a Song

Hi, I’m looking for a song for to sing as solo and I know what I want but I haven’t been able to find a song that matches that.

I really want it to be extremely depressing, ideally in an almost twisted sort of way. Think Your Daddy’s Son kind of thing.

I would like it to have some really high notes so that I can show my higher sort of operatic range, but I also want it to have notes that I can belt. I am female, but my belting range is slightly lower than the average female.

Please let me know if you know of any songs that might fit this criteria.

Thank you.