also check out the play MARVIN'S ROOM. There is a young male character in it (forget the character name,sorry), around your age, who is pretty disturbed and has some great writing (all the writing in the show is good). Since most of the guys in TOMMY are also kinda "out there" it might work well for this, and for you in general.
Will: They don't give out awards for helping people be gay... unless you count the Tonys.
"I guarantee that we'll have tough
times. I guarantee that at some point
one or both of us will want to get out.
But I also guarantee that if I don't
ask you to be mine, I'll regret it for
the rest of my life..."