A former Elphaba standby/ Understudy has written a memoir on her experiences. She wrote the Unnaturally Green blog and now has one post- Wicked called Five Trick Pony. Great writer and an incredible performer!
Felicia's Untitled Wicked Memoir
Broadway Legend Joined: 8/12/09
"...I am the final frame in my own version of one of those evolution posters, in which the chimp has become the human. The Felicia has become The Elphaba: newly-green skin, pointy witch's hat pinned to her rather large head---a head that should belong to someone else---someone older, wiser, better equipped to rescue a multimillion dollar musical from imminent failure...
"Someone hands me a water bottle, from which I gulp, blindly. Through the dressing-room monitor playing live audio of the show I hear that we're minutes away from the swap, at which point Eden will run off stage, and I will run on, supposedly without anyone in the audience noticing.
"Every image whizzes by, like scenery past a runaway train. I'm surrounded by people, but feel so inconsolably alone, trying to ignore the chatter of voices in my head. I need to release myself from the stronghold of self-doubt and become someone else entirely---to become Elphaba Thropp, brave and uncompromising..."
This seems so overly dramatic...
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