The real world sucks, I like it here..
I should so be packing and wrapping presents.. but nope here I am
Broadway Legend Joined: 5/7/04
Hi and bye... off to tackle my homework now that I'm finally home.
Isn't it strange how once you force yourself to get off here for more than a day, you realize you can actually breath without BWW? (Glad to see y'all noticed I wasn't online AT ALL yesterday! And no one called 9-1-1! *sniff*)
Broadway Legend Joined: 10/4/03
woot! that's risky!
That's not true.. I was pming you, and searching for you all over! so stop! I missed you terribly.. it was horrible..
Oh and breathing.. you are soo wrong.. but then again I have trouble breathing anyway.. **shrugs**
Broadway Legend Joined: 10/4/03
omg! breath camerangel BREATH!!!!!! Air is good for you!!! don't die on me!!! *cries*
(yes i am being overdramatic for a reason)
Back so soon? Why yes, yes I am.
Sorry to angst again, but I need to. I was sitting in my room, trying to study for my Western Music Exam (so Weburn's Symphony Op. 21 is playing the whole time--it's so dissonant) and clean my room while packing, when a chick comes in and asks if I've knitted her the FOUR scarves she asked me for this weekend yet. I'm like, no, but I have two ready, so I give her two of my personal scarves that I knitted myself (I'm big on punctuality), and she tells me she can't pay me until later, and I've got three more to knit while dealing with drama queen friends and finals that shoot me in the head, and then my dad calls and tells me I'm not working hard enough. I try to catch some sleep, and people constantly come into my room to borrow food and movies, not even regarding the fact that I'm obviously asleep. I have a huge paper I haven't even started due thursday, my room is a mess, I haven't even thought about packing (and my break is a month and a half), and these frigging scarves keep knotting.
I know it's a repeat performance of my angsting the other day but with knitting added, but I figured, if I can't vent on the angsting thread, where can I vent?
You seriously have ****ty friends and ****ty luck, Lael. I don't know why you're not on here more often!
*sigh* It's true. At least I had my period last week. If that was now...I'm not sure wtf I would do. At least I no longer feel the need to shoot myself in the uterus.
Thanks Ponine.. I appreciate that.. but yeah I have breathing issues more often than not.. so why the dramtics?
I would offer to help you knit, cuz I can bust a scarf out in a few hours.. I also wouldn't give them the scarves till they could pay for them.. but that's just me.. Very few people would I do it for and not want the money up front..
I'm too nice. It's a curse.
And did I mention that my crap refridgerator melts my ice cream and freezes my water pitcher? So I have no dessert and no hydration. Nice.
ok you definately belong here.. you are welcome heere when ever..
Thank you! Oh, lord...it's one of those I've-been-on-the-verge-of-tears-since-I-woke-up days.
I'm sad and I have a headache. Listening to Glitter and Be Gay to make me feel better.
Me too Lael, me too.. I was sitting at my desk just wanting to cry for no reason today.. and no I am not pmsing either.. is it something in the air?
MFL did you take anything?
Lael, Cam and I were talking about this. Both of us have been feeling the blahs as well.
WTF's going on?
I dont know, but this is rediculous.. is it the season or what?
I don't like taking medication. It usually doesn't help.
Broadway Legend Joined: 10/4/03
camerangel- i don't want you to die! i like you too much! (i don't mean that in a 'omg i love you, marry me!' type way)
I used to take medication, but I didn't think it helped, plus I didn't think that this was a problem medication could solve. Plus I didn't want to become reliant on popping pills every time I had a problem.
again thanks Ponine.. I feel loved.. and no I know it's not in the I want to marry you sort of way..
I guess since I brought it up casually anyhow, I will tell you why I have breathing problems.. I'm severely asthmatic.. I dont normally talk about it so this is a little weird for me.. I'm not into the whole attention because of it thing.. I prefer attention for more positive things.. However when I dont tell people and I have a problem it tends to freak them out, so I'm pretty much screwed either way..
So how bout that el nino?
I'd just like to point out that I just got a phone call from my director (for my ass-kicking final) and I have to go write a conceptual artistic statement in half an hour.
Pity me!!
*cries*
What why lael?? **is cinfused**
and I agree with the whole pill popping medication thing.. I hate medicine, but alas I wouldn't be here today without it
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