Can the teenagers (and twentysomethings) please angst?- Page 249

[insomniak]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:29am

It's a book.

Glory, how are you doing today? Any better?

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:33am

I'm going to bed. I feel like sh*t.... I think I'm getting sick, and suddenly feel like I'm wasting my time with drama that doesn't even belong to me.

Feel better, both of you - I'm out.

Updated On: 1/8/05 at 12:33 AM

[OneBlazeOfGlory]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:37am

Wait so I was right about the hjntiy thing?

Cool.


Aww hope you feel better emcee

Me? Ummm not doing so great... but today had its perks.

::is waiting patiently for a response from Anthony even though he most likely won't get online twice in one day::

Hair audition on wed and I'm already nervous-- maybe if I'm lucky I'll be over it by the time the audition actually comes around.


Other than that, just tired, bored, sore from running so much in the past 2 weeks, still have a headache but thats not important


Okay I'll quit complaining now.

Updated On: 1/8/05 at 12:37 AM

[insomniak]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:39am

Sorry.

I think I might wander off, I'm just really ticked at the world right now.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:40am

Yes, I think you were right. I've seen that before, just didn't remember.

Glory - remember that Anthony is on a time difference plus jetlag. Maybe not the best idea to wait up for a response. Get some rest. Break a leg with that audition. You have a beautiful voice... you'll be wonderful.

Okay, really going. Everyone's f*cked up tonight, and I don't feel like dealing with it.

[insomniak]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:42am

Emcee, sorry. I just suck at dealing with perkiness when I'm pissed.

[OneBlazeOfGlory]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:44am

'Glory - remember that Anthony is on a time difference plus jetlag. Maybe not the best idea to wait up for a response. '

I'm not specifically staying around for that...
Just something I was thinkin about.

'Break a leg with that audition. You have a beautiful voice... you'll be wonderful.'
thanks

bye you two... Hope you both feel better tomorrow

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:45am

I don't think I'm signed onto AIM right now, but read my last message.

It's not just you - and I was being serious. And I have to get up in six hours, because as crappy as I feel right now, I'm a loyal idiot. Don't think that just because one good thing happened to me today means everything is perfect. I just don't complain a lot. It's not worth it... no one will care that I can't stand being cooped up in my house for two weeks and that I'm about to lose my f*cking mind.

[insomniak]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:46am

I doubt it. I just got ANOTHER smack in the face. I really, really did not need anything else.

Why me?

Emcee, I'm running out of sympathy for you because you won't try to fix it. I know your life isn't perfect but at least you have something to look foward to.

[Type_A_Tiff]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:50am

*chomping popcorn*

Did I miss something here? Where's the mud? What's going on? I'm a Libra - the mediator!

BTW, yes Kyle, HJNTIY is He's Just Not That Into You. Cam and I started using that abbreviation and it stuck, because we use it more often that we'd care to admit.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:50am

I'm not asking for sympathy, and this has nothing to do with what I told you about. That's mostly taken care of. It's just general. I hate being here. And bored. Three. Weeks. Now it's my turn to be whiny, I suppose. And, I could say the same about fixing a situation. Negativity isn't exclusive.

Updated On: 1/8/05 at 12:50 AM

[insomniak]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:51am

Tiff, scroll up.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:58am

insomniak - check your PM's.

And I'm really going to sleep. Pain killers and sleep.
Goodnight, y'all.

[insomniak]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:59am

Didn't see that post, Emcee.

I'm WELL AWARE OF HOW MUCH YOU HATE YOUR FAMILY AND WHERE YOU ARE. You complain plenty.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 1:03am

Fine, I do. Not all the time, but I do. Everyone has sh*to to deal with.
And I-no. We shouldn't be doing this. Just... check your PM's, okay?

[Type_A_Tiff]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 1:05am

Wow, okay. I don't think it's my place to stick my nose into this if I don't know what the root of this problem is. Who's been doing the complaining tonight that you guys are alluding to? I'm guessing Som and her date, or Emcee and her family. Which one? Then I can dispense a bit of Tiff Tough Love.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 1:08am

We're digging back a few days. Some stuff was kind of screwed up at home for a while. It's getting back on track... it's a long story. I hate confrontation, and am therefore not very good at taking advice. I just rant, and then move on. Everyone deals with stuff in their own way, I guess. It doesn't matter - it's bascically finished now.

I really don't think it's helping anyone to snap at each other about whose problems are bigger. Nobody really... did anything, we're just both in tough form tonight, I think... can we all just chill out?

[OneBlazeOfGlory]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 1:13am

Everyone's tired, and so many people had a cruddy day today that there aren't enough with the patience left to listen to everyone else's issues. Nia left and went to bed,so I guess it will be settled tomorrow.

[Type_A_Tiff]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 1:16am

Nia's still online - her "Send PM" icon is red.

Well, I think you two should just avoid each other, sleep on it, and see how you guys feel tomorrow. Just remember that both of you guys have been there for each other in the past, and it's stupid to throw it all away over something silly like this. (And yes, if your problems are your family or your date, in the grand scheme of things, they are silly. It sounds cliched, but look at those orphan children in south east Asia, and those who are dead, those who are injured, homeless, starving and have lost their family and friends suddenly and before their eyes - Your problems may seem of great magnitude, but there is always someone who has it worse.)

[OneBlazeOfGlory]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 1:21am

'Nia's still online - her "Send PM" icon is red.'

I was on AIM talking with her and she said she was going to sleep...

But perhaps I'm wrong.

Anyways that isn't even important right now...

[Type_A_Tiff]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 1:26am

Hey now she's offline.

Yeesh.

OBOG, aren't you glad you're a guy?

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 1:29am

No, Tiff. She's signed off.

So I get left explaining stuff.

I hope she chills out a bit.

Glory, you're the last person who should feel responsible for helping any of us; you've got enough going on, hun. Don't worry. You're right though - thanks for being rational. I said before. Everyone's completely f*cked up tonight. Everybody had bad days and long weeks. We need to realize that stuff sucks all around, and that we aren't the only ones with problems. And to Tiff - it's cliche, but it's true. I said before... we're knocking things out of proportion because we're all running on short patience. We're acting like ten-year-olds here. It's not fair; I care about you guys, and I don't want to fight with you. I fight with enough people at home. I'm not looking for an argument, nor am I looking to draw this out and be vengeful about it. I know I'll get my dislike for confrontation tossed back at me, but I don't think I quite avoided anything tonight. This is getting pathetic - the people on this board have been through enough "together" and should be able to put what's not more than a few slips of... keyboards... behind us.

I'm done ranting in my typical write-too-much manner. It's soo late for me to even try to be coherent. I'm going to sleep. For real. My little strain of guilty pleasure will be on television in just over six hours.

Updated On: 1/8/05 at 01:29 AM

[Ebonic_Singer]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 1:31am

Gnight. I think I might go hit the hay myself soon. Feel better everyone!

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 1:35am

Hi Ebonic!
WHY AM I STILL AWAKE?!
*sigh*

[Type_A_Tiff]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 1:49am

Histrionics are so unattractive.

(www.dictionary.com for those who do not know what "histrionic" means.)