yeah sweets...why do you feel like SH*T?
Everything, y'know. In brief:
Friends, family, lack of support, lack of money, lack of future, lack of "life", lack of travel, and the sinking feeling that I will be moving out soon, be it Halifax or just out of the apartment. My non-job can't fund this, and my non-friends in "real life" have their self-centered heads way too far up their asses to give a SH*T that my entire life is about to change for better or (likely) worse in the next 6 months.
And the worst part is knowing that I was in control of how I did in my LSAT, how I do for my GPA...I was in control of it and I blew my F*CKing chance.
Sorry hun..
I wish there was something I could do..
been there babe...i know the feeling.
And I mean, my "friends" were saying, "Come out on Saturday! We'll take you out for dinner to cheer you up!" Then, they a) didn't even ask about my LSAT; b) didn't pay for my meal, thus making me even more in the whole and more underappreciated. But of course I'm expected to listen to their stupid love problems, wedding planning, new video games and F*CKing bull**** that I could care less about.
Well, the feeling F*CKing sucks, and I ****ing hate people but I'm starting to really hate myself more. Everything that I've ever had confidence in has been thrown into doubt. I'm basing my entire self-worth on how I do on this LSAT, and on a bigger scope, whether I get into law school. If I don't get into law school this year, that's it. I'm through. There's no second chances.
yep, i know far too well about all of that.
Thanks. Got any advice that I can use, because I know that whether I mean to or not, I'm going to take this all out on you.
(PS. Cam did I tell you that Guido's moving in with BROADWAYGUY2 in NYC??? *puts gun to head*)
I have lots of advice...never let yourself get too sucked in.
and honey, i thought we talked about that! you're looking for me, remember?
I noticed.. I think it's a take it out on Guids night.. (and me, I know you were directing you thread jack rant towards me)
no you didn't tell me that..
It's too late for that, Guids. (Not getting to sucked in.)
I'm young. I'm smart. Yet some undeserving F*CKs with rich parents who've had everything handed on a F*CKing platter is going to go to MY law school and I'm going to be working minimum wage at some SH*Tty dead end job. I can't even bring myself to look for other work, because after working a career job in immigration, working at the video store is too much of a step back. I know beggars can't be choosers, but I'm F*CKing educated and ambitious and screwed!
*headdesk*
Can you tell Ii've been holding this in for a bit?
it's a bit evident, yes. *shrugs*
Cam, sorry hun. It wasn't actually directed towards you only. Middy and Allie were also to blame. I wasn't mad, but I just think that if we keep threadjacking the hell out of the place, then we're going to repel people from posting on threads that we haven't over-taken, ya know? I mean, if Phantom2 and say, DGrant started posting on here and totally overlook this thread, we'd be kinda pissed, right?
I'd be upset...and i'm not even important here!
I participated in the thread jack yes, but I didn't actually thread jack.. it was actually papa that started it and it went down hill.. I guess I just feel I have nothing to add to anything except F*cking Sex related ****.. I'm the god Damned board pervert..
You're not only the goddamn board pervert. You're also its boobs.
Seriously though, I wasn't just blaming you. And I forgot to list Papa just now, but that was directed at him too. But if you feel like you're boxed into just making sex related SH*T, than change it! I post on different threads of an "intellectual" nature, but I'm just as gutter-minded as you.
Broadway Legend Joined: 12/8/04
I AM NOT THE PER--well, okay. Yeah. *raises hand*
Middy, don't apologize. I'm not mad at you guys. I just thought we should show a bit of consideration, is all. I mean, we've got 3 whole floudering threads to use up all the bandwidth on!
Broadway Legend Joined: 12/8/04
Oh yes how could I forget being the boards boobs/exobitionist that deserves illicit pm's and reuqests..
yes. spaghetti o's... it was that or soup.
what's up with the title? this is a convent now? we're all so going to hell then....
Broadway Legend Joined: 12/8/04
been there down that...
I'm gonna make mine now, since I finished my HW...
Oh Cammie, who are you kidding. You know you loved it. (Well, until recently. )
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