I have something:
I don't know if it counts but it's something.
I'm a stage manager and performer and when I stage manager a performance I don't want to be stage managing I just want to be on the stage. And when I'm on the stage, I feel like the rest of the world doesn't exist. Like time stands still and people are watching me. And I LOVE the feeling.
Example: When I was ASM on Seussical I cried numerous times backstage because it's been one of the many shows I've always wanted to be in... and people think I'm emotional and such, but really I'm not an emotional person...
And when I SM or ASM shows where the audience go wild cheering for the performers, I always cry, because it's so amazing that there is such an amazing support system friends have for one another. Even strangers who clap and admire people they've never met. Standing ovations are beautiful. The respect people give to performers is such a beautiful thing, I just have always wanted that. But lots of people want things they can't get... but that's what keeps us going.
SOOOOOOOOO CHEESE ... but I figured you might want something like that.. who knows? Hope this helps...
"Now the best way to learn the theater, always, is to be a stage manager" - Stephen Sondheim