What are you expecting someone to say, Cruel?
Yes, you are arrogant for living.
Yes, you are not morally perfect, nor are you ethically perfect, therefore your life and everything that you do is meaningless.
Yes, you do not qualify to keep on living.
Yes, you may never do anything that is thought of as great so why even try.
Is that what you are looking for?
Okay. Well, there.
Give me a break.
"One no longer loves one's insight enough once one communicates it."
The opposite of creation isn't war, it's stagnation.