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#26

re: OCDs

My closet is color coded and I have to have tic tacs in even numbers.
I want to write music. I want to sit down right now at my piano and write a song that people will listen to and remember and do the same thing every morning...for the rest of my life. - Jonathan Larson. Tick, Tick...BOOM!
#27

re: OCDs

#1Elphie - those are definitely OCD symptoms. I have had similar rituals and I've been diagnosed. I'm no doctor, though, so you might want to see a psychiatrist... especially if it bothers you. PM me if you have any questions. re: OCDs
#28

re: OCDs

I don't eat the ends of my food.
I don't like the textures of certain foods.
I have a blanket that I pick apart.
I like to pet things, soft and furry things.
I can't use towels more than twice or they feel dirty.
I change my clothes, like 5 times a day (although I've gotten A LOT better, it's more like twice a day now)
I have to wash my hair over and over (if it doesn't feel this way the first lather) until I get this squeaky clean feeling that I like, even if I wash it, and know it's clean...it has to get this certain feeling of cleanliness.
My room has to look a certain way or I just can't function (and if it's too organized, that's not good).
I have a ritual of what to do when I first sign online (i.e, check e-mail, bwyworld, livejournal, read the news, etc.) but it's almost always in that order.
I rinse my retainers a certain way, or I refuse to wear them 'cause they don't seem like they'll be clean enough.

But, I do have a diagnose as ADHD/Mild OCD Anxiety Disorder (ADHD and OCD, not a fun combination...) I've tried meds, and they helped, but I'm trying to be med free for a bit because for my ADHD, I couldn't stand what my Adderall (legal speed basically) made me feel like when I'd come down off it, and when I was going to a psychiatrist we tried Lexapro for the OCD/anxiety and it helped, but I'm really starting to learn how to manage it, and I'd rather manage my disorders without meds. It's more difficult, but I'm workin' on it...
#29

re: OCDs

Adoannie--I got off of all my meds this summer. It sure wasn't easy, but I'm very happy that I did it. I was on about 4 different things for my different disorders. When I flew out to cali to see hairspray w/out any adult with me (just my 13 year old cousin and I) I made it w/out my anxiety meds. That was what made me decide to tell my family and doc. that I have weened myself off of them--i do not advise anyone to go off meds w/out a doctors permission though. My facial tics from the tourettes get bad sometime, mostly when stress builds up, but I've learned to deal w/ it. Having an anxiety disorder and trying to maintain a normal teenage social life is one difficult task! But atleast I'm med free!! Good luck to you!
~*~Fairytales do come true~*~ Keala Settle: Aloha, Sistah! It's all good...<3<3<3
#30

re: OCDs

I've been diagnosed manic depressive, obsessive compulsive, anal retentive, with social anxiety disorder and irritable bowel syndrome.
There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered. - Nelson Mandela
#31

re: OCDs

Adoannie- I sympathize hun. I've been on Lexapro, geodon, adderal, prozac, zoloft, klonzapin, trazadone, risperdal, xananx...need I continue?

But 1 of my many diagnosos is OCD (I was actually hospitalized for it) ::Embaressed::

Just to name a few things

1. I cannot use a chair if it has been used by anybody in the room at the same time as me, as like (1 person is leaving for class- I will not sit in that chair- I need one that was empty when I walk in)
2. my food can't touch! Ewww!! (not really OCD but...)
3. If I'm going into an empty room alone, I always have to twist the doorknob twice first
4. I do a LOT of couting...my numbers that I often use are 3 and 18.
5.When I walk into my apartment the first thing I do before putting anything down is lock both locks and the chain thingy
6. Doing things to make equal such as if I 2 sets of napkins on the taple, I count each stack to make sure they have an equal amount.
7.My room must be tidy and clean at all times. My mom was visiting me this past weekend and she said, I need to sew this, you don't know where your little sewing kit is? I happen to pull it out right where I knew it was!
8. In my wallet my bills always have to be in order of amount...20,s then 10's, 5, 1's...etc.
9. Before I go to bed, I always tape record myself saying something like "Goodnight...it's 1:00am on 2/1/05 and I'm going to sleep. I love you all. (I don't know why I do that, I guess I'm afraid I'll die falling asleep. And I still have my baby blanket from when I was born...:::Embaresssed:::
10. I always always always have a drugstore in my purse. I am sooo afraid of getting sick when I am out or whatever...it's nuts. I was at the airport and they stopped me and asked to look at my stuff and obviously I said yea, and they looked at the pills and I was like "Sir! Wait- excuse I can tell you everything thats in there! Wait! Please sir!" He came back like 10 minutes later and he said all was fine and kinda rolled his eyes. When I got to my destination I threw them all out cause I had some kinda feeling that he put some acid on them or something... oh- Acid!! Thats the other thing. I was hearing people talk about how acid could be on anything from a handrail, to a desk, or a doorknob and since then...I've been frightented but I think it would be going past the limit to wear gloves all the time although I'd like to. And when I meet someone knew and they want to shake my hand, I get really hesitant and sometimes I refuse...I feel really bad bad- whatever.

So- those are 10 of many many more...

I appologize this post is going to be too long for some people and they are gonna yell at me. If ya don't like me or if ya think it's too long- SKIP IT!
People like you are the reason I'm on medication.

Updated On: 2/1/05 at 12:16 AM

#32

re: OCDs

SORRY- DOUBLE POST
People like you are the reason I'm on medication.

Updated On: 2/1/05 at 12:16 AM

#33

re: OCDs

Raggy... I'm no picture of mental health, but you're a couple of tacos shy of a combination plate.
There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered. - Nelson Mandela
#34

re: OCDs

Curtain up- hunny; u've only heard the beginnings...plus, refer back to #2. No combination platter for me. Food can't touch. Must get back to work since I am a non- sleeping human being whose sleeping pills don't work.

Do you that you can live off anxious/worrisome, tired, hungry enery? If not, now you know....here I am! ::WAVES:: I can give you my daily schedule day by day. And trust me, I have my schudule planned like minute to minute. *sadness* I plan specific times to use the bathroom* no sleep included in these plans unless there happens to be time. And food- eh, who needs food! I'm fine, getting good grades- what else matters- right?
People like you are the reason I'm on medication.
#35

re: OCDs

I have OCD big time! I can't even list all of the things I do, but it's mostly perfectionist things, rather than weird quirky things. For one little example, I will go over and over a letter if my pen's ink isn't smooth, even if someone is calling me urgently. I just can't make myslef go to other things if something isn't just right. I usually stress myself out by taking so much time to make everything perfect. In an arguement, I have to make sure my point or reasoning is totally understood by each and every person, until they're are all sick of me re: OCDs .

It can get pretty compulsive, but most of the time I just don't feel understood or appreciated unless someone says it. So not only is it a physical hinderance, but an emotional one too. I've had like 3 little psychology sessions once, which just helped me to realize that God is in control, and He wants MY best, not THE best re: OCDs

Wow, everyone's making fun of their little habits, and here I am warning everyone and making it sound kinda of scary, but I've learned to use my obsessive compulsive disorder for the better; hence, ADAM.
"If from the farthest sun I'll carry on * just for the moment I can feel * the beauty of the beating of your heart * every time it beats for me."
#36

re: OCDs

"most of the time I just don't feel understood or appreciated"

agree...
People like you are the reason I'm on medication.
#37

re: OCDs

Yay! ...it's nice to know there are other people out there with the same feelings! But, yeah, and I always have to bring it up to the person and ask him/her if I'm doing okay with something, 'cause if they don't tell me vocally, I'll never know!
"If from the farthest sun I'll carry on * just for the moment I can feel * the beauty of the beating of your heart * every time it beats for me."
#38

re: OCDs

Raggy sweetie... I went shopping and look what I found for you.

re: OCDs

Everything in it's own neat little compartment. Now you can have your combo and eat it too! re: OCDs
There is nothing like returning to a place that remains unchanged to find the ways in which you yourself have altered. - Nelson Mandela

Updated On: 2/1/05 at 01:23 AM

#39

re: OCDs

Curtain up!!! Thank you sooo much! I was sooo hungry! That looks so good. I'll just close my eyes while the peppers are taken off and the onions are taken off and each part of the taco is separated...hehe....j/k. It looks good as it. Can I ask where you got it? It was delicious. *no kissing tonight for me- Onion breath*...not that I've ever kissed anyone before or went on a date but thats for another day...lol. OO- in one of my sociology classes we were studying: homosexual, gay, bi, asexual and herterosexual. My claim to fame is asexual. I've never ever had the urge, or even the want to have sex. I do find many guys attractive (caugh-JT-caugh) but never have had any interest in any things like that. I know some of it's my anxiety, I don't even like to hug people or sit near me on a couch or something...

anyway- again...off to do work since sleep isn't in my daily schedule but actually, in 8 minutes I get a bathroom break. I broke my schedule and ate that delicious meal but thats ok...I needed it bad. Thanks soo much!
People like you are the reason I'm on medication.
#40

re: OCDs

*whispering*
Save...yourselves....
#41

re: OCDs

*cry*....see?!? do you see?? no one understands me!
"If from the farthest sun I'll carry on * just for the moment I can feel * the beauty of the beating of your heart * every time it beats for me."
#42

re: OCDs

Adam- don't worry. She isn't talking or refering to you. In fact, I cannot say for sure but I think she's refering to me in which I really don't appreciate it but whatever. If she wants to come in and give suttle signs of no rhyme or reason, let her do it. Some poeple on here aren't very nice...just like in life. You are happy for the people that you have and the rest of people you just gotta ignore. I learned that the hard way- don't ask whats going on, don't fight...just continue with what the conversation was about beforehand.

No worries buddy- it's all good. I'm all ears if you want to PM me or e-mail me.
People like you are the reason I'm on medication.

Updated On: 2/1/05 at 02:00 AM

#43

re: OCDs

Relax, Raggy! Deep breath. In. And out. Good girl. Now don't be so easily offended!
#44

re: OCDs

I was kind of joking/exaggerating my OCD anyway with "No one understands me!" But Raggy, I appreciate your comforting words and am glad to hear some good advice like that, and finally a post that expresses my thoughts exactly! Ellie was just being funny, but yeah, some people you just gotta ignore in life, because either they're trying to get on your nerves because they know it's working, or they're just losers that have nothing better to do with their lives. re: OCDs
"If from the farthest sun I'll carry on * just for the moment I can feel * the beauty of the beating of your heart * every time it beats for me."
#45

re: OCDs

Aww Adam.. there are tons of people out there that feel the same..

As For Raggy well she/he jsut has diaharrea of the mouth/fingers. she needs to learn to simplify, then she would have no problems.

Yes Raggy I'm mean, and you can call me names if you want to.. I'm thicker skinned than some people here. **adjusts Bitch crown and saunters off**

"All work and no smut makes Cammy lose her edge." ~DG

"Someday I'm going to have a baby and I'm gonna name her L'il Mimi Marquez and I and will sing to her every day and when she's a toddler I will say "L'il Mimi Marquez, clad only in a bubble diaper, will perform her famous play pen handcuff dance to the sounds of breast milk being pumped!" ~Kringas
#46

re: OCDs

I'm sort of like that Adam. Like, if I'm writing on paper and my hand slips a bit and screws up the letter, it bothers me like you can't imagine. If I have time, I'll actually re-write the entire page. White out isn't good enough.

And I'm an organizational freak.

<-- This isn't my s/n for nothing!
"It's not always about you!!!" (But if you think I'm referring to you anyway, then I probably am.)

"Good luck returning my ass!" - Wilhemina Slater

"This is my breakfast, lunch and f***ing dinner right here. I'm not even f***in' joking." - Colin Farrell
#47

re: OCDs

I don't know the details of Raggy's past posts, but from that I can quickly assume you are one of those people who just throw insults around because you like to get on people's nerves, and enjoy having a B!tch reputation for some reason.
Edit: this was meant for Cam's post, and if I might add, her post, not her... she is an ADAMITE so I still loves her re: OCDs
"If from the farthest sun I'll carry on * just for the moment I can feel * the beauty of the beating of your heart * every time it beats for me."

Updated On: 2/1/05 at 02:53 AM

#48

re: OCDs

no actually I was trying to be friendly to her at first, but she instigated.. I'm actually a very nice person..

"All work and no smut makes Cammy lose her edge." ~DG

"Someday I'm going to have a baby and I'm gonna name her L'il Mimi Marquez and I and will sing to her every day and when she's a toddler I will say "L'il Mimi Marquez, clad only in a bubble diaper, will perform her famous play pen handcuff dance to the sounds of breast milk being pumped!" ~Kringas

Updated On: 2/1/05 at 02:54 AM

#49

re: OCDs

Well, you're right. You don't know the details of Raggy's past posts, so it seems a bit pre-mature (and immature) to assume the worst of camerangel before you know either of their histories, isn't it? cam actually has a very good reputation around here and is respected by many.
"It's not always about you!!!" (But if you think I'm referring to you anyway, then I probably am.)

"Good luck returning my ass!" - Wilhemina Slater

"This is my breakfast, lunch and f***ing dinner right here. I'm not even f***in' joking." - Colin Farrell
#50

re: OCDs

I'll vouch for Cam! (Not for Tiff though - she's mean, and proud of it)

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