This wasn't recently..it was almost 4 years ago...but I'm still not over it. I had had a crush on this guy Sebastian for over a year. Granted, he was a jerk, but I'm attracted to jerks. My "friend" Gina was going through her AIM buddy list one night, and came upon his screen name because one night I was at her house and IM'd him on her screen name to chat for a while while she was in the shower. So months later, she IMs him, asking who it was. He told her, and they both knew who the other was in relation to me. I guess they flirted, and he asked her to send him her picture. She did (yes, she's very pretty), and he asked if she wanted to "hang out".
Now with Sebastian, you don't "hang out". You make out. That's just the kind of guy he is, and at the time, I thought he really liked me. I guess not, because next thing I know I see Gina's away message, which reads "Hangin' out with Seb...wink wink

" I called Gina, who didn't pick up her phone, and left a message saying that she was the worst friend in the history of friendship, and that she had better not talk to me again if she valued those teeth that her daddy paid for. She's since apologized over and over again, but she never said "Kim, I'm sorry for fooling around with Seb". She always said, "I'm sorry you're mad" or "I'm sorry you found out like this". I still get angry just thinking about it. And that was the last time I talked to Sebastian either, saying "Everyone had told me where you've been, and now I KNOW where you've been, and it disgusts me, you man-whore".
Ugh, high school.
"You can only become truly accomplished at something you love. Don't make money your goal. Instead, pursue the things you love doing, and do them so well that people can't take their eyes off you."
- Maya Angelou