I'm so sorry, Tink. I don't know you personally, but a person as wonderful and generous as you seem to be does not deserve something like this to happen to them. No words can help you at this time, I am sure, but know that we all are thinking about you and hoping that you will be able to cope and eventually come out a stronger person.
"I'm an American, Damnit!!! And if it's three things I don't believe in, it's quitting and math."