Alright...
I usually don't have crushes on people (well, except for darling NPH a'course). But I think that was because I was trying to fit in and like girls. Obviously, that did nothing for me. So, since I've just recently "fully" accepted the fact, I now do have crushes on guys. So...
I
really like one guy, who plays my brother in Secret Garden (weird, I know

). I guess just knowing that nothing can ever happen for me with a guy (well, not for a while) has got me depressed.