That's a shame. Any movies you're interested in seeing?
There are several actually, but I might go to this HUGE bash in Hollywood.. DG sent me the info on it and it looks like it might be fun.. I must say halloween in Salem Mass was awesome.. I got to do that a few years back..
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Have a wonderful time at the concert, everyone who plans to attend!! I hope to hear all about it when you guys return.
Cam, a huge bash in Hollywood? GOOOOO!
Just dropping in for a sec, I'm leaving now. Talk to you guys later!
*sings* Oh Aaaaaaliiiisooo-oon, I know this world is killin' yooo-ooou...
I might go.. we will have to see.. I'm going to call few of my friends and see what they are upto tonight.. I purposely didn't make plans with then because of DG, but now I'm going to at least see what's up.. Beth and I are gonna tear it up tomorrow night.
Huge bash, huh? Sounds great, and I seem to recall you talking about how much you like parties.
Here are a few lyrics from "Beyond Belief," the song Adam's going to sing tonight - sounds really interesting:
History repeats the old conceits
The glib replies the same defeats
Keep your finger on important issues
With crocodile tears and a pocketful of tissues
I'm just the oily slick
On the windup world of the nervous tick
In a very fashionable hovel
......
My hands were clammy and cunning
She's been suitably stunning
But I know there's not a hope in Hades
All the laddies cat call and wolf whistle
So-called gentlemen and ladies
Dog fight like rose and thistle
I've got a feeling
I'm going to get a lot of grief
Once this seemed so appealing
Now I am beyond belief
(Although Physics is currently the true evil.)
Marlene: You're taking physics, too? I'm stuck with it this year, but I like it.
Me?? Parties?? what gave you that idea? I'm a homebody wallflower.. bordering on being a shut in.
Hmm interesting song.. I hope someone archives the show..
I got kicked off the 'net for a while - but Cam, you seem to be getting us confused. I'm the shut in, while you're the party girl! Think about it, I'm sure you'll remember.
*small wave*
I feel like.... a total idiot. Like everything is just all... wrong. I want to get in bed and never get out.
I have so much work to do. The next few days are going to be really rough, but I just want to enjoy this concert tonight.
I've had this awful impending sense of doom today. Like... that I wish I could just entirely start over and back up a year and a half. My mom and I were talking a few weeks ago about some academic things related to the programs at my school and all, and she very vaguely suggested looking into schools with things more specific to what I want to do, because when I decided to come here, my ambitions weren't the same. I guess this whole wish that I could begin over again got me thinking on that -- that I can get a perfectly good education here, but for some reason there's stuff that I feel like I'm not getting. I think it's just a phase of some depressed sentiments and nothing that will manifest itself in a real desire to take action, but it's been slithering around in my head all day. I feel like things about this aren't right, but maybe it's just the fact that I'm upset with myself right now speaking.
It's all coming back to me now.. I AM the party girl!! *giggle**
Em its not uncommon for ones goals to change, and it might do you well to consider different avenues or schools geared more towards your current goals. But you also have to remember you are your own worst crtic.. Hard as that is to believe with your mom and all. But you should take the time to think whatever your choice is through. In the end you need to be happy. Do what you need to do so that happens.
On the other hand, try not get yourself too worked up.
Got kicked off again - I think I need a new computer.
I agree with Cam. It sounds like you're just generally upset today. Hopefully the concert will cheer you up, and you'll be able to see all this more clearly.
I'm off to get ready to go shortly -
I think it'll pass, being as this is the first time I've ever seriously questioned my choice, or the fact that I'm worth any of this. I mean, whenI got accepted I was sort of like "I am? Okay, sure." But I never thought I wasn't able to do it.
I'm sure you will feel better in a few days..
I have to be going now.. I'm off for the day.. Hopefully I will have internet again tomorrow.
Have fun at the concert tonight everyone
Bye, cam. Good luck with your internet.
I should go get dressed.
*is in love*
o yay for a fun night!
I thought Adam's performance of that song was perfect - it was very intense in an inward way, starting softly and building to a great scream at the end. It went by like a freight train for me.
I was really intrigued by Elvis Costello's music. It has an almost unfinished, tangential feel which is actually very attractive.
I've never seen him sing like that before -- that huge, sceaming belt. I've heard it, but always wanted to see it live. Finally!
His song was a bit short, though.
A little shorter than some of the others, and also might have seemed shorter still because it had a very fast tempo with no let-up.
I got home *just* in time to see Rosario on Leno - I loved the clip and was so happy they chose that one.
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I can't believe Adam wore that "Dirty Sanchez" t-shirt again! What a lovely name for a restaurant...
I can't, either! He looks really great in that color, but aaaaaaaaaaaah.
ugh, I'm sleepy. All of that running in circles like a fidgety little loser made me TIRED.
Believe it or not, Getty already has pictures up - there are a couple of great ones of Adam. How did you know about the shirt, Allie?
Maybe you should try to go to sleep, Emcee - you mentioned you have a lot of work coming up.
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