It's all coming back to me now.. I AM the party girl!! *giggle**
Em its not uncommon for ones goals to change, and it might do you well to consider different avenues or schools geared more towards your current goals. But you also have to remember you are your own worst crtic.. Hard as that is to believe with your mom and all. But you should take the time to think whatever your choice is through. In the end you need to be happy. Do what you need to do so that happens.
On the other hand, try not get yourself too worked up.
"All work and no smut makes Cammy lose her edge." ~DG
"Someday I'm going to have a baby and I'm gonna name her L'il Mimi Marquez and I and will sing to her every day and when she's a toddler I will say "L'il Mimi Marquez, clad only in a bubble diaper, will perform her famous play pen handcuff dance to the sounds of breast milk being pumped!" ~Kringas