Broadway Legend Joined: 11/2/04
Thanks Cam. So my decision now is whether or not it's worth trying to finish out the year... because there's only a slim chance that I can pass. But I really don't want to just give up. But if I fail, I'm gone for a year. GAH!
I dont know what to tell you.. I guess it's all a matter of if you think you can bust butt and pass.. You definately dont want to have to leave for a year.. It's different if it's your choice ot go..
Broadway Legend Joined: 11/2/04
I have a meeting tomorrow with one of the directors of the program. He'll be able to tell me if it's doable or not. Woo! Fun phone conversation with my mom, coming right up this afternoon. Ugh.
Oh joy!! I dont envy you much for that..
Broadway Legend Joined: 11/2/04
I guess it has to be done, though. I have her blocked on my MSN list, because if she sees me online, she'll call.
Yeah I know what you mean. I mother doesn't have any of my screen names and she doesn't have any of my email addresses. I'm bad..
Broadway Legend Joined: 11/2/04
I don't know what to say to her! She knows I had an appointment about all this today. She'll call and ask how it went, and then I'll have to confess that I haven't been telling her how badly I'm doing in school. "Well, Mom, it's not going great... I'm failing!" (cue tears on my part, just because it won't be hard enough without crying)
Yeah tears are inevitable. just be honest with her. I'm guessing you haven't told her any of this yet because you are afraid of her being disappointed in you etc..
Broadway Legend Joined: 11/2/04
Yup, that's it... and because I didn't tell her earlier, I guess.
Well you will figure it out.. Unfortunately I dont know your parents so I can't give you any insight as to how I think they will react.. I wish I could be more helpful..
Not to mention I'm just not in a very good palce right now.. and I tried to eat this morning after several days and now I just feel ill..
Broadway Legend Joined: 11/2/04
That sucks. Eek. I went through that last week. But just eat a little at a time, and you'll be okay eventually.
Yeah, I'll work it out. I just kind of don't want to have to tell Mom while she's at work. She's not going to be happy, and that'll just ADD to the stress. I'll give her a call after supper maybe.
Yeah I know what you mean..
I just want to curl up in a ball and sleep forever..
Broadway Legend Joined: 11/2/04
*curls up beside Cam* Me, too.
It's a plan..
**pulls covers over head and closes eyes**
Broadway Legend Joined: 11/2/04
*gets favourite pillow*
Zzzzzzz...
**grabs feather pillow grandma gave me**
Oh, sad. Did I miss naptime?
Shhhhh be very quiet.. we are hiding from the world.. it's called curl up in a ball, pull the covers over our heads and sleep forever.. Are you joining us, or are you still ok out in the "real" world?
Nah, I think I'll join.
"Today I'd like to stay at home, hide myself from all the world..."
Broadway Legend Joined: 11/2/04
Emcee? *pokes her* Are you still awake?
Pft. No.
I stopped reading and decided to play with my camera.
Broadway Legend Joined: 11/2/04
Camera? *perks ears* With pictures, right?
Yeah, I didn't straighten my hair today, and some people have been poking me to see what it really looks like.
Broadway Legend Joined: 11/2/04
Is it really curly? Or wavy? Hmm, now I'm curious!!
I'll upload them later. But yeah, curly. Kind of like Adam's medusa thing, but *obviously* it's prettier.
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