The Official Raúl E. Esparza "Spread the Love" Thread- Page 13

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 6:46pm

I love it when you lick me, too....

Oh. Taboooo.

[ElphieDefiesGravity]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 6:48pm

*giggle*
What a funny line. Especially out of context.

[gavrochegirl]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 6:48pm

Raul seems like a very good man to hug. Is he, Em?

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 7:07pm

I'd assume so.

[ElphieDefiesGravity]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 10:40pm

*slowly rips hair out strand by strand while sinking into a pit of utter despair*

*sob*

[ElphieDefiesGravity]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 10:40pm

*slowly rips hair out strand by strand while sinking into a pit of utter despair*

*sob*

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 10:41pm

Why so sad, Elphie?

[ElphieDefiesGravity]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 11:21pm

Well, school starts on Thursday and I had SO MUCH summer homework and I'm almost done except for this stupid Jane Eyre essay which I am totally stuck on. My dad was trying to help me, but he was not being helpful and I started crying. THEN I randomly got a bloody nose, which I hate more than just about anything. I'm exhausted and hungry, my schedule is on crack and I just know this year is going to be total HELL, if I even make it through.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 11:22pm

I'm in quite a similar boat. Sort of. *hug* This too shall pass.

Listen to some Raul?

[insomniak]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 11:24pm

*hugs Elphie* I'm in that same situation. Take a breather. You get nothing done when you're freaking out.

[ElphieDefiesGravity]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 11:29pm

Emcee, I would LOVE to listen to some Raul, but I have none of his cast recordings, my computer doesn't have sound, and my mom's computer, though it has sound, refuses to play any of the clips on his site. My life sucks right now.
Nia~ Are you going to be a senior in HS, too?

Thanks for the hugs.

[insomniak]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 11:31pm

Nope, but I still have tons left to do, homework-wise. And I think you need to get tick... tick... BOOM!

What all do you have?

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 11:33pm

*pat* I hope the CD's come soon!

And senior year's gonna FLY. Don't worry. <3

[ElphieDefiesGravity]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 11:39pm

Well, I ordered Taboo and Hair, Nia, but I forgot TTB, which just makes my life suck that much more. It's the one I really wanted. They should be here tomorrow, which would make me happy.

I'm sure senior year's gonna fly, but in a bad way. It'll fly because I will have no life because I will not have time because I'll either be doing homework or teaching Hebrew school. I don't want to grow up and I don't want to have to apply to college.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 11:40pm

It's going to be okay!! *another hug* Don't worry, I promise you'll be just fine.

Growing up rather sucks, I will give you that one. I wish I was still five.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 11:41pm

A little something to calm your nerves.

[insomniak]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 11:43pm

It only gets better from here, Elphie. And college will be fun, you'll see. You won't even be leaving everything behind- bww will still be here.

[ElphieDefiesGravity]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 11:55pm

Wow, he never fails to make me smile. I love that picture.

This is going to sound so infantile and stupid, but I'm afraid I won't get into college, or at least not the ones I want to get into. I don't want everyone to be disappointed in me.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 11:56pm

awww, no! You WILL get in. Don't look at it as impressing others, though - you need to do what's right for you. It'll work out, I promise.

[insomniak]

Posted: 8/23/05 at 11:59pm

Elphie, you sound like me. Just apply. You've done your best and if you don't get in, it's because you're not meant to go there. Maybe you aren't a good fit for the school. If you've got a great application and still get rejected, that's likely the case.

[ElphieDefiesGravity]

Posted: 8/24/05 at 12:05am

It's just that I want to go to some really competitive schools, and whenever I have trouble writing essays, I feel like I am a horrible writer, and why would anyone want me at their school, and how am I going to manage writing long thesis papers in college when I can't even write two pages.

^^See? I can't even type without using run-on sentences.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 8/24/05 at 12:09am

shhh. shh... It's okay. You just need a breather. You'll probably do a lot on college essays in your senior year English class; that helped me a lot. And you go to college to learn things to write your thesis, silly! By then, you'll be ready. *pat*

[insomniak]

Posted: 8/24/05 at 12:09am

That's stress and nothing more. You are not worthless.

Thinking like that is the worst thing for your applications and mental health. Just do it and trust that the people who read them will point out any errors before you send them in.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 8/24/05 at 12:14am

^^

stress-relief.

[ElphieDefiesGravity]

Posted: 8/24/05 at 12:19am

heehee, thanks! Who's the other guy?

Okay, enough wallowing in self-pity. I'm going to print out that essay and be done with it. The end.