The Official Raúl E. Esparza "Spread the Love" Thread- Page 165

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 10:03pm

Sure. Cyber cookies are nice.

[insomniak]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 10:04pm

Well, since I deserve it, have at me!

*sips umbrella drink and waits for hurricane*

[gavrochegirl]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 10:04pm

*punches Nia*

*dresses wound*

*hands Emcee a chocolate chip CYBER cookie*

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 10:06pm

I said *would* be deserved. You ignore anything I try.

You have no idea.... no idea. You're acting like such a terrible little brat. And I can't even handle this privately because you won't f*cking look. I shouldn't feel the need to publically post what I've been trying to tell you, though it's not what you think. You see that I'm already torn apart, in which you certainly played a role, and this is how you act?

Updated On: 10/3/05 at 10:06 PM

[insomniak]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 10:06pm

It's a two way street.

[gavrochegirl]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 10:07pm

*rolls over*

What's going on?

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 10:07pm

I hit back when hit, and attack if attacked... You make it impossible for me to play by your rules. You were ignored once. I'm an epidemic of ignores.

Read my edits.

Your surefire plan failed, didn't it?

Updated On: 10/3/05 at 10:07 PM

[greatdct]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 10:13pm

Methinks I may have popped in at a bad time.

[gavrochegirl]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 10:15pm

Me thinks this IS a bad time.

*scuffles away*

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 10:25pm

*gasp*

Has my LAST form of communication been barred off?! Look who's a hypocrite.

[insomniak]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 10:27pm

Emcee, I'm keeping my promise. I said until Thursday. You've badgered me with screaming PMs and emails. I told you Thursday. It's waiting until then. You want things fixed; I'll do it. But you need to give me time to think. You have no right to keep going on like a child who's lost her favorite toy.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 10:30pm

Updated On: 10/4/05 at 10:30 PM

[greatdct]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 10:37pm

I'm going to stay out of this because I don't know what's going on in the first place.

But I do sincerely hope that things work out the way you would like for them to. You deserve to be happy. And don't apologize, everyone needs to vent. It's healthy and it's normal.

I hope your storm cloud goes away.

[angelic1]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 11:43pm

I don't know what's going on, and I have no right to be nosy, but whenever I'm sad or angry or depressed, I just think of....

1) Raul singing Hushabye Mountain
2) The silence of the streets at 2 am (in my crappy Chinatown pad)
3) Cookies and brownies and ice cream
4) Raul in his plaid (with the curl)
5) Good things in the past, and even better ones to come in the future

Hope I didn't wax too sentimental. I was gone for a few hours and the world seemed to implode. I hope eveything works out ok between you guys, and though I don't really know any of you (except kook) I'm a good ear to vent to.

Ok, then. Goodnight all and pleasant dreams!

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 11:48pm

I'm very sentimental, so that was just on the right note.

I'm going to sleep very shortly, seeing as I'm nothing but unproductive tonight, and I'm just going to wake up tomorrow and look at it as a new start, once again. It'll be like that movie, Groundhog Day. Every day as a new beginning, and one of these times, it'll turn out right and things will haul on.

Again, I'm sorry about all of this crap; I hate for people to have to see the worse side of my personality and I hate that I had to do that, but... well, the reasons are unimportant. Those of you who are newer to the boards probably think I'm crazy emo. I'm not, I promise.

On with the love, I say.

Updated On: 10/3/05 at 11:48 PM

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 11:54pm

There we go. On with the love.

There's so much wrong right now, but his smile reminds me that it's all going to be okay.

[greatdct]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 11:56pm

He's a masterpiece.

And it will be okay!

Okay, I have to run to bed now. Before I fall asleep in the office.

Love for Roland Spicer!

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 10/3/05 at 11:58pm

oh, God. Roland Spicer. heh. I love that.

I'm listening to him sing HAIR and then I'm giving up for the night. This essay goes nowhere.

[Chrysanthemum62001]

Posted: 10/4/05 at 12:02am

Oh, I love that face!

[thetheatrekook]

Posted: 10/4/05 at 12:16am

yesssssssssssss.

[Chrysanthemum62001]

Posted: 10/4/05 at 12:23am

Kooks, I think you have the best avatar ever.

[angelic1]

Posted: 10/4/05 at 12:31am

I wish I was that dog. He's being smooshed, but what a way to go!

Ok, now I'm really off to bed. To have dreams of dear Roland. (I wonder if it would be more embarrassing to call him Roland or Kitten to his face? Hmm...)

[thetheatrekook]

Posted: 10/4/05 at 12:41am

Roland Spicer? What did i MISS?? haha. i don't get it.

Raúl and the puppy...seriously, i can't take it. :P

https://www.broadway.com/gen/Buzz_Video.aspx?ci=511585

because i'm not pathetic enough...i search it out cause i need a Chitty fix.

[Chrysanthemum62001]

Posted: 10/4/05 at 12:53am

I'll try to find it for you, Kooks.

It's a reference to all the names people call Raul instead of Raul Esparza. He said someone once called him Roland Spicer, and he thought it would be a great porn name.

[Chrysanthemum62001]

Posted: 10/4/05 at 1:01am

Boom! Ask a Star with Raul Esparza. An oldie but goodie.

http://www.broadway.com/gen/Buzz_Story.aspx?ci=31793