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[insomniak]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:21am

So now my jealousy is petty, huh?

[JoAnne1]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:22am

ALL JEALOUSY is petty!!!

[broadway_star_tomorrow]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:23am

fredi- i wouldn't get paid, unfortunately.

and i'm in Davis, which is a teeny little cowtown. so no theatre at all.

ugh...is it wrong that i'm starting to doubt my desire to go to grad school? if i'm going to be working my ass off and making no money, i'd rather be doing somethnig i truly love.

[insomniak]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:23am

*stalks off*

Today is not my day.

[broadway_star_tomorrow]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:25am

noooo come back nia.

i miss you!

[JoAnne1]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:25am

no need to stalk off som - but we'll be here for you when you get back anyway...

bst - i know what you mean - i felt the same way about law school which is why i didn't go...

from the moment i saw my loan bill - i decided nothing but work from now on... any skills i acquire - i get PAID to acquire...

so far - it's worked well...

[broadway_star_tomorrow]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:26am

yes, but you awesomely talented

(feeling really down on myself right now...not sure why)

[insomniak]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:28am

Sorry, HORRIBLE mood. I apologize for taking it out on the innocent.

A lawyer, huh, Fredi? And Tiff, you are still going to law school right?

[JoAnne1]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:29am

everybody gets down on self sometimes - bst - even me... (hello ESPECIALLY ME!!)

but i'll tell you the same thing i told bso--

ERASE THE NEGATIVE TAPES FROM THE MP3 PLAYER OF YOUR MIND!!!

that's the stuff that'll kill you - no matter what field you go into but particularly if you go into acting which is filled with rejection on a daily basis...

without a strong sense of self and faith you're dead in the biz...

[JoAnne1]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:31am

btw...

um - THANK YOU (hello..) for the awesome compliment...


*oh where, oh where has nia gone? oh where, oh where can she beeeeee?*

[broadway_star_tomorrow]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:32am

i normally have a fairly good sense of self... i can look objectively at myself and think good things, or not good things...but today it seens to be more of the latter.

i think i just need a hug

[BSoBW2]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:32am

i dunno why, but Sean McCourt is the one person who really depresses me - and made me realize in person how competitive the biz is

(the wiz is...n/m)

[BEKA531]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:32am

hey guys, just checking in, then i'm going to bed...

i was dragged to this fashion show thingie at my school to raise money for the senior prom and tsumami relief... it was pretty boring, but we did have a fun time laughing at people we knew.

then we were gonna see a movie, cause i ripped the times out of the paper, but none of them were good. so we walked to starbucks (raspberry mocha with extra whipped cream today... YUMMY! and i forgot to get decaffinated... LETS NOT GO THERE.) then we went to her house and watched the perfect score and some other random stuff on tv. much fun.

oh, and updates on the hurting leg... finally got an orthopedist appt. the xray was fine, but he felt this massive lump under my skin right where its swollen, so it's been diagnosed as a "stress reaction", aka overuse. he used the analogy that its like a paperclip that has been bent a number of times and is very weak, but not broken. its just lucky i caught it early, because this is the kind of thing that LEADS to a stress fracture. so i have to lay off it for a week and see what happens.

i'll catch up tomorrow, but from what i saw... yay for fredi working on her website! i'll help when you need it!


ok, i'm really tired now... night all.

~ rebecca

[JoAnne1]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:33am

ah - there you are...

*feels better*

[BSoBW2]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:34am

hi..., and nigh...t Updated On: 1/8/05 at 12:34 AM

[insomniak]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:35am

Beka, will you be ok?

[Staci1818]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:36am

I'm gonna sign off. I'm not feeling my best, and I need some sleep...

[BSoBW2]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:37am

wait, fredi, what's ur website again? bigspoon.com?

[JoAnne1]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:38am

hi and nite beka

*that was fun*

nite to staci too - feel better...

nia - that feels better message was for you...

[broadway_star_tomorrow]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:39am

night to everyone who is leaving

[BEKA531]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:39am

short term, yes, i'm sure this will go away, once i stop overusing it. so i have to miss the meet on monday, and possibly the next one. i might be able to practice bars cause you don't use your legs at all, but i can't compete bars, cause i can't dismount and land hard on my legs.

but long term, i dont know. i've had shin splints on and off for the past 2 years, and i never seem to take a break from physical activity, so it doesnt go away. summer = gymnastics/field hockey camps, fall = field hockey, winter = gymnastics, spring = track. i'm getting these molds that are specifically made for my feet made on wednesday. i walk on this thing that measures pressure so they can see where its distributed on my feet, and make a mold from that.

i'm considering not doing track to give myself a break, and also i heard that the new coach is an ass hole. the best sprinter/long jumper on the team was kicked off cause they got in a fight.

[BSoBW2]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:40am

ooo, i missed the whole jealousy convo - now the rest of this makes sense...

peace out staci

[JoAnne1]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:40am

bso - bigspoon.net

all that's there now is that same one page..

i'm doing all my work off-line until i choose a host...

going slow because i don't have a COMPUTER yet... *ahhrrggg*


but i'm excited about it - i learn so much from shopping - especiall high end purchases - can't afford to make a mistake so i do plenty of homework...

[BSoBW2]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:42am

ahh, makes sense

cause i looked at the other site and said, hmmm, it went from a picture of you to absolutely nothing of you

(don't forget to market the Rent CD)

[BEKA531]

Posted: 1/8/05 at 12:42am

ok, and now i'm leaving. good night! be on later tomorrow... animal league till 9.