Who else is confused with their life and has a headache?

I am in utter confusion and tiredness every goddamn day of my life. Let me tell ya, I only have less than a year left, but I'm not ready to turn thirty.

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I've been feeling that way all week. Considered dropping out of university, then realized that will not get me any further ahead in life and I might as well just suck it up and stick it out. I would give anything right now to go back home, I'm going next weekend....trying to hold on!

Confusion? That might as well be my middle name. I hate being a college student. People think you're supposed to know exactly what you want to do with your life. HA! When you have a short but reoccuring attention span, you can already see the mound of student loans pile up.

That said, I now have the headache.

Paradox- That was exactly how I spent last night.

Butterscotch schnapps=GOOD

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yes! definitely...

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This is a very real subject. I just had this discussion with my 20 yr. old son, who is my heart.
And it's no consolation to know that there are many people 30,40,50,60 + who look back on their lives and wonder what they would have done differently. They don't know what...or how they would have done it, but they too are not content with their present situation.

All I can say about this is, take a good look around you, not so much at those who impress the impressionable, or those who appear to have "made it" or appear to be happy....but the handful of people that you have known personally. Those whom others love to be around, you know , the real people that affect others lives by being honest and caring. We all know them. They make us feel good. Seek them out and find out what makes them happy and endears them to others.

Take a visit to a hospital or get involved in a worthwhile charity or project to help others. Or just take some time to be a good friend to someone who really needs one. True, this may do little to help you feel good today or tomorrow or decide where you are heading...but it will fill your mind with good thoughts and your time with good deeds. Eventually people find their way.

If you are young, you have your whole life in front of you. Make time to find out what's best for you. You'll know it when it happens. Don't rush it, fear it or envy it. If you're 30,40,50+ ...find those people who really lift your spirits and those who don't won't seem so bothersome anymore. There's always a better place than where you are. Find it!

OK....if that doesn't work...there's always a Hershey bar waiting for you!

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PB ENT Thanks for that! It made me feel a lot better about my confusion. Maybe there is a light at the end of the tunnel after all!

"And I just found out that due to snow, dining services is closed, which means that I just ate a bowl of Cinammon Toast Crunch for dinner."

They can actually do this? And then expect you to go out and buy your own food, even though you pay tuition, etc? Crazy.