hah. I guess that's not too obvious of a mess-up, since they sound SO similar, but that's funny.
The first time I met him, someone just dragged me along. I had no idea who he was or what Rent was or why people were screaming. I remember being petrified, because I'm really shy, but he was nice to me. I was only 13, and very quiet, so I doubt I freaked him out too much. Since then, knowledge of who he has made me a lot more nervous around him, and he can tell how afraid I get, I think. I've had my stupid fangirl moments, but especially with him, I've been putting in a conscious effort to be respectful, and to act like a person. I don't think he's ever been put off by how nervous I am, because it's not like shyness is scary, but you can tell he'll try to strike up a conversation, and it's very difficult to do. Truthfully, the fact that I am *scared* of him is almost funny. I made a conscious decision one day a few months ago that I was just going to get over it, and have a normal conversation with him. No autograph icebreakers, just normal. Real. He's a person, I'm a person, and there's no reason for me to be so scared. He's taken really well to me in the past couple of months, and has more than shown his appreciation for my support. There's been a very palpable sense of mutual relaxation when I'm around him now. It's really special for me. He's a really great guy.
I still laugh at the people who scream and squeal and hyperventilate when they see him.
And I've always said that his honesty is kind of rare, but I think people should listen to him. He's not stupid, and nor is he afraid to say what he thinks. I think that's really cool.
A work of art is an invitation to love.
Updated On: 1/1/06 at 03:04 PM