RentBoy, I'm in the same boat as you as a non-Equity actor. It's tough and you just gotta keep auditioning until you get something that's good or at least pays something. Hang in there! :)
Oh I am. I mean, I like to bitch about it, but I don't mean to say I'm giving up. I'm also a writer and whatnot, so I have many different avenues I want to pursue. Good luck to you too!