I listend to it again the other night actually a concept cd of it. I think it sounds more like its to parallel R and J.
But in the ATA version, later in that confession jason says something like "I was always thought this was wrong, if wither of my parents knew about it they would die."
fast forward a bit to "2 households" while Jason and Peter are talking
J- I talked to father about us
P- really and
J-what if we escaped this peter you and I ran away just never looking back
P-I cant hide anymore I cant hide
j-just think about it please we could leave right now
p-jason
takes drug
I think it says he kills himself because they wont be together after this
thats just me
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