you know, it's kind of annoying. I had really felt like I was pretty much past my RENT obsession phase. I mean, the show will ALWAYS hold a special place in my heart, and I will always be greatful to it for having really gotten me into Broadway, but I hadn't even listened to the obcr or movie soundtrack in forever. And now with all these things coming up since it is closing, I'm remembering just how much this show really does mean to me.
I DO still feel like I'm passed the obsession stage, but like. I listened to the obcr again the other night in bed. I had meant to only listen to a little bit of it and then fall asleep. Yeah, I ended up listening to the whole thing stright through. And then I was up literally all night thinking about it, and starting to get really sad that it's closing.
As much as a pretty large part of the reason this is emotional for me is because of Jonathan Larson's story, that's not to undermine the fact that the show itself really IS unbelievably powerful, and even, dare I say, life changing for a LOT of people, myself included. When I first saw the show, what made me fall in love with it was NOT pity for what had happened to Jonathan. I did not even know that story at that point. It was that the show was raw, emotional, and I connected with it like I had never connected with any show before. And as much as a lot of people on here seem to like to call it cliche, it really will be a great loss to the Broadway community.
I DO just have one more thing to say though: Lately I've heard lots of rumors that Spiderman might take over the Nederlander once RENT is gone. If this ends up happening, I will have some major, MAJOR issues with it. Don't get me wrong, I totally don't mind big, mindless commercial shows like that because they're needed to attract big audiences that turn a profit. But the Nederlander Theater is the ONE theater that I truly care about what shows go in there. I understand that RENT has to end, and I will deal with that. But it does NOT mean that just any show should be able to come in and destroy the spirit that has resided there for the last TWELVE years. To me, the Nederlander is a little bit like sacred ground. Not necessarily because of RENT itself, but because Jonathan Larson spent the last 5 years of his life living, breathing, and dreaming RENT. And this was it's home. All I would ask is for the next show that goes in there to be something Jonathan would be proud to have proceed his baby. And Spiderman just does NOT fit that bill. Give me Bare, give me Next to Normal, or any other show that is innovative, unique, and meaningful, and I will be fine. But do NOT go into a theater that has that much spirit in it and fill it with a silly commercial show like Spiderman.
Sorry, wow, HUGE ramble. I'm done now, I promise :)
Just had to get all that off my chest lol
I don't need a life that's normal. That's way too far away. But something next to normal would be okay. Something next to normal is what I'd like to try. Close enough to normal to get by.
Updated On: 3/5/08 at 10:33 PM