I saw the suicide thread too, and posted on it probably as it was being taken down.
BobbyBubby--be strong, if you can, and get help. It's worth it. Life is worth it. Things can change so quickly. Keep trying and hoping if you can. I don't pretend to understand life, but I'm doing my best to learn from it as I go along.
You posted this on a public message board. It was a worldwide "cry for help." I hope you will take the help now from those who can give it.
You're in my thoughts and prayers.
And borstal---I'm glad you took this seriously.
"Jaws is the Citizen Kane of movies."
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