I can't breathe out of my nose.
I just went downstairs to get a snack and I accidentally made way too much noise. I hope I didn't wake anybody up.
I want hurt someone because I'm so pissed off at them, but they're across the state, which makes it a diffult, so I'm just sitting here seething.
It's in the 40's here tonight; my winter dry skin is already setting in.
Those friends you've had for years...the few you had through the terrible times of high school...who now you talk to sparingly but still do...are some of the most amazing people in the world. I love them.
This is the earliest I've gone to sleep in weeks.
Broadway Legend Joined: 12/31/69
seriously, why do certain people feel the need to act stupid. ugh!
Broadway Legend Joined: 4/16/05
I think I'm going to skip church for a couple of weeks.
My back was killing me, thus making me wake up at 6:30. Blah. Though, I went to bed at 9, so that could also be a factor.
I broke my nice headphones. It only works out of one side now.
I can't find my camera, which I took very cool pictures with while I was waiting for my sister to finish her orthodontist appointment yesterday.
Broadway Legend Joined: 12/31/69
i seriously wanna shoot somebody right now. honestly, why are people too stupid to see theyre screwing everything up.
I overslept. A lot.
I just made an appointment for a very embarrassing/painful beauty thingy, now I have 11 days to freak out over it.
Broadway Legend Joined: 3/4/04
My LSAT had two logic games sections because one torture session wasn't enough, I totally blew both of them, and my neighbor treated me like a bitch last night because I asked her to be quiet so I could sleep at 2:30am. Not like I had a big fat test at 8:30am or anything. (bitchbitchbitch) So let her think what she wants, but I'm still incredibly pissed off and frustrated and I haven't even started my homework. SH*T.
I ran a whole bunch of errands with my mom today. After we went to take care of the world's dumbest dog (I thew her a ball and she walked past it like ten times before she noticed it -- I think there's something a little wrong with her), we went up to the mall, which started out well. I needed some pants, which I had no trouble finding. I'm also in desperate need of some dress shoes, which did not go as well. The smallest size is always the display size, and it's usually my size, because I have tiny feet. They're never in great shape. We went to like three places and the case was the same everywhere, so I'll just order online, I think. I need to replace my sunglasses, too, because I've had mine since like, before high school. Our good family friends own the place we always go to for glasses, and since the guy is good friends with my parents, he was telling me I NEED these glasses that are honestly like ski goggles. I'm in decisive as it is, but it's frustrating too when people are telling ME what I want. I kind of wanted something pretty, too. I guess I'll hold on to the ones I have for a bit longer. They're not falling apart yet. =P Then we went to Blockbuster because I needed to rent a movie for a class and they didn't have it. So basically, I'm screwed. And it's a fairly well-known movie, too, so I'm really surprised they didn't have it. I just called another place that does, but I really don't feel like going out again. If they have it today, they'll have it tomorrow. Nobody ever goes to that place. My mom's mad at me because I'm being lazy, but I have been driving all day and I'm tired.
I'm in a weird mood. I came home to an e-mail I've been waiting for for a while, and it regards something very important, but it's also something I've been doing better by avoiding in my thoughts. Now all I want to do is sit in a corner and feel sorry for myself, because I'm upset and confused about things that are out of my control. I just want to be left alone and I don't want to deal with anyone or anything, but I can't even begin to explain to my parents why I'm suddenly snapping at them to leave me alone. I hate having to pretend, especially since my mom will think this is her fault and feel bad, when it has nothing whatsoever to do with her.
Speaking of e-mail, I sent something to a good friend of mine a few days ago, and he hasn't replied. And it was also really important. He's never been the most punctual person, but given what it was (we have a really f*cked up relationship and I needed to try to get a handle on some of the problems in it), he really should have had something to say by now. I'm pissed.
Oh, and I have a boatload of schoolwork. Sigh.
PS, it's cold in my house.
Broadway Legend Joined: 12/23/05
What movie?
Contact.
Broadway Legend Joined: 3/4/04
Ack. I'm hungry an hour early because I ate breakfast at 8 and a Twix bar at 1 and normally I'm not even up until 10:30. And somewhere my godawful LSAT is being transported for processing. At least my seminar reading is Socrates. I like Socrates.
My mom turned the heat on.
My house is also freezing. I'm so not ready for winter.
Our house is cold too...but we're weird and have a bunch of windows open.
Broadway Legend Joined: 12/31/69
this city is FREEZING! it feels like winter already
I feel like banging my head against the wall.
Broadway Legend Joined: 3/4/04
Okay, Em, we'll do it together.
*bang**bang*
*bang**bang*
*bang**bang*
I just got into a fight with my brother and he pushed me into the wall and my elbow hit...something. I'm not sure what. And now it's bleeding. Well, I have a band-aid on it, but technically it's still bleeding.
My toilet is plugged up. NOTHING I've done has worked, and my landlord says he can't do anything until Monday. AND I HAVE GUESTS STAYING WITH ME TOMORROW!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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