For Those Who Feel The Need To Share All of Their Banal Details Part 4- Page 135

[orangeskittles]

Posted: 9/30/06 at 11:15pm

There was more to my day, but that was the big one. The worst part was that they told me at a football game. 40,000 people in an enclosed space all excited and cheering because the team was winning, and I'm trying not to cry. Then they get on my case about not being more enthusiastic about the F*CKing football game. I mean, I know they've been dealing with it since Tuesday, so they've had time to process this, but for god's sake. I'm really close with all my grandparents, so it's not something I can just "get over" during the halftime break. My parents have done sh*t like this many times before, which is even more frustrating. They don't want to worry me, so they just don't bother to tell me at all. I've told them before that it only F*CKs me up even more when I eventually DO find out about it, because I'm terrified that the next time, they'll put off telling me and it'll be too late.

Posted: 9/30/06 at 11:16pm

ha ha, im in a good mood too! i hope everyone cheers up! if i could cheer u guys up i would! :)

[jlc6314]

Posted: 9/30/06 at 11:28pm

I just got the worst news ever.

Oh my god.

[ElphieDefiesGravity]

Posted: 9/30/06 at 11:30pm

*hugs everyone* Let's all have a Raul-fest. Whatever that is. It sounds like fun.

My mom actually wasn't that mad. She reprimanded me, but didn't yell or anything. It's wierd to think that there's very little that she can do to punish me now.

I am SO not in the mood to be reading Chapters 13-27 of Aristotles' Constitution of Athens and Ch 89-117 of Thucydides' The Peloponnesian Wars. Thank G-D I'm not going to class on Monday.

Posted: 9/30/06 at 11:32pm

yes, HUGS AND LOVE to everyone :) <3

[StageManager2]

Posted: 9/30/06 at 11:34pm

I think someone better call the schmaltz police!

[ElphieDefiesGravity]

Posted: 9/30/06 at 11:35pm

Oh no, jlc, what happened?

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 1:33am

My head is pounding.

I have just had shattered hope that has literally kept me sane for months. Now I have to accept that my crappy situation is hopeless and I need to give up, because the amount of change that needs to occur simply never will. My emotions don't comprehend permanency. I don't know what to do.

Updated On: 10/1/06 at 01:33 AM

[neddyfrank2]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 1:38am

I am watching OLIVER!
Edit: I think Dodger has a speach problem. He says "W" instead of "R" Updated On: 10/1/06 at 01:38 AM

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 1:51am

I can't find Tylenol or anything like it. There's some in my parents' bathroom, but they're asleep, so that's a no-go.

I have just spent the past EIGHT hours in absolute emotional hell. I don't know what to do with myself. I need to get some sleep tonight, badly. I mean, life goes on, I know, but...

The worst part might be having to pretend I'm okay for the next two days.

Updated On: 10/1/06 at 01:51 AM

[StageManager2]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 1:57am

Obladi oblada life goes on brahhh...
Lala how the life goes on...

[neddyfrank2]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 2:15am

Emcee- What is wrong?

[StageManager2]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 3:30am

Who cares?

Meanwhile, I really need to start cleaning. As of now, I have roughly less than nine hours to neaten and spruce up my apartment, and get some shut-eye.

Updated On: 10/1/06 at 03:30 AM

[jlc6314]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 11:18am

Em, I hope you're okay.

I'm losing my voice.

I have to work today and all I want to do is go home, which I can't do until Thursday.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 11:37am

jlc, could you skip work/school and go home a little bit earlier, if it's important? I mean, I'm sure people would understand.

I could have slept all day. My parents woke me at 8:30 to ask me something, and then made so much noise that I couldn't fall asleep again. My dad came in again like an hour later to ask me if I wanted food; I was half-asleep by then. My alarm went off at ten, but I didn't get up until now. I wish I could just stay in bed all day, because it's the closest thing to being asleep, and that's the only time my mind can rest and I don't have to deal with anything.

I have so much schoolwork to do today. I got nothing done yesterday, and I really needed to.

Updated On: 10/1/06 at 11:37 AM

[jlc6314]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 11:41am

I could go home early, but my mom wants me to stay here until Thursday. I understand why, because if I went early there's nothing I can really do, I just feel like I should/want to be home.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 11:49am

For whatever my opinion is worth, I think you should do what you feel like you need to do.

[StageManager2]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 11:54am

So, I managed to tidy up the place a bit. At least, it looks presentable. My company should be arriving any minute now...

[ElphieDefiesGravity]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 12:13pm

*hugs jlc and Em*

I am hungry. But I am doing 40 more minutes of work before I can go eat.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 12:28pm

My brother wants me to edit his college essay.

[gavrochegirl]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 12:31pm

iTunes is being a bitch, and plays my music weird. So, now, I'm listening to one of my favorite radio stations instead. The Killers are on right now.

[ElphieDefiesGravity]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 12:32pm

Are you gonna do it, Em?

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 12:34pm

Yeah, I guess. Gives me something to do.

[ElphieDefiesGravity]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 2:38pm

It annoys me greatly when my roommate doesn't say "bless you" to me after I sneeze. I just sneezed very audibly about 7 times in a row, and she didn't acknowledge it in anyway. I feel like it's common courtesy.

[luvtheEmcee]

Posted: 10/1/06 at 2:40pm

I edited the essay. Does that mean I've filled my "dealing with people" quota for the day? I want to go back under my covers now.

Updated On: 10/1/06 at 02:40 PM