Thanks again!!!
Nope, I'm 41 now. And feeling very overwhelmed.
I had my first AIDS test last night (which came back negative). I've always been an advocate for safe sex, but I just never wanted to get tested. I watched all of my friends die when I was younger, so I just thought, 'I'll live my life until something happens...'
Maybe that wasn't the best thing to do, but I needed to end 'the whole thing'. It was one of the toughest things I've ever done. But it was one of the best.
I feel like a HUGE weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. I had no idea the power this had over me.
So, this really is one of the BEST birthdays ever!
Now, if I could just stop crying…
"TheatreDiva90016 - another good reason to frequent these boards less."<<>>
“I hesitate to give this line of discussion the validation it so desperately craves by perpetuating it, but the light from logic is getting further and further away with your every successive post.” <<>>
-whatever2