wow, Missy lived a long time
i really thought Princess wouldve lived longer, i thought id be in college or something when i'd have to face this, but not when i just started high school
and i feel so awful because i hadnt seen her all summer long and i was finally going to get to play with her this weekend (i have football during the week and cant walk her), and now...i cant
im sorry if i keep rambling on and on about Princess, but life just feels empty, and i just dont like thinking about having to go on with regular life, just acting like nothing that big of a deal happened
i wish i could stay home from school tomorrow...maybe i can, but i had a sick day today (stomach flu) so it doesnt seem too likely
but again, thanks for the support, guys, it means so much to me to hear those words of encouragement and such
oh, but i just found out shes getting cremated, and maybe its just me, but im upset my parents didnt ask me first. i didnt want her to be cremated, i had wished that she would be buried. i just dont like the thought of her body burned up. my parents always talked about how gross they thought it was to be cremated for people, and how much they were against it, but when it comes to my dog, they say go ahead with it? golly. but now its too late, and my parents would get super mad at me if i mentioned it to them
boy im gonna do a lot of crying tonight...
thanks guys, this will probably be it for me for tonight. thanks for the help and support, im sure Princess appreciates it, too!