I was 7 years old--Caroline's age. I felt as if I were losing my father too.
The principal came in and told us we could go home if our parents or older siblings could come get us. It felt as if we had done something terrible and were being sent home as punishment. My sister walked me home. Neither of us spoke, which was rare for my sister. We lived in a largely Irish-Catholic neighborhood, and it was deathly quiet.
We watched the black-and-white console television with my mother until my father came home. When Walter Cronkite announced that the president had died, the were cries from apartments all over the neighborhood. Keening. As if they had lost one of their own. They had. We all had.
We stayed glued to that television all weekend, and things got more and more surreal: an assassin assassinating the assassin, the president's body being flown back to Washington and the vice president becoming the president, the funeral procession with the horse with no rider and one backward boot, John-John saluting the coffin, Jackie and Bobby and Teddy lighting an eternal flame.
And a few days later we went up to Aunt Edie's for a Thanksgiving that was just not the same.
They never were, after that.
Updated On: 11/22/10 at 06:05 PM