everything...
*disclaimer- sad rant ahead*
well i applied for the high school for preforming and visual arts and went to audition. now its partly my fault because i was sick the day before and my voice was nasal and high pitched but i did the monolouges really well, the singing was ok but showed my potential and the girl behind me during the improv section said i did really well. Well infact (im not concieted! I SWEAR!) everyone said i did really well and told me i would get in. So, as it turns out everyone that applied from my school got a callback but me!! And Julia (1 of my friends) said that the people who got the callback were horrible. And that i was at least better than them... So, in short. it sucks that i didnt even get a callback. Now Maybethistime probably thinks hes so much better than me... (not trying to start a fight)
Just to clear things up, this is the first time that i've told that whole story and i told it truthfully and im not concieted and think im better than people.
life sucks.
oh and in general my self esteem has just been really low... well its always been like that.
And this is really the first time because i dont like bringing attention to myself
xanga
"Picture "The View," with the wisecracking, sympathetic sweethearts of that ABC television show replaced by a panel of embittered, suffering or enraged Arab women" -the Times review of Black Eyed
Updated On: 3/8/05 at 06:07 PM
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