The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six — Page 97

#2401

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:03am

Isn't it great? It's someone's fan photo from the Aida era, but not mine. I'm not a stage doorer as a rule. You can find it on adam-pascal in the fan photos section.

Sometimes it's the petty things that get to us the worst, partly because we know they're petty and get down on ourselves for that too.

#2402

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:03am

I really hate that feeling, Elphie. I hope you feel better soon!

#2403

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:08am

Thanks, guys.

I guess when you get right down to it, I'm feeling disenchanted with the whole school thing. My lack if time to just slack off is pissing me off, and it's a neverending process of applications and forms. I feel like I don't have the time I want to spend here and talk to you guys and get to know you better, then I berate myself for putting too much emphasis on online friendships and not always living in the real world. Sometimes I just...HATE myself for spending the time I do here.

And reading the rentsecrets made me really upset, for some reason, and left me with a really unsettled feeling in my stomach.

And I hate that I'm sobbing right now over such stupid crap.

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"Blow out the candles, Robert, and make a wish. Want something. Want something."

Wishes come true, not free.

#2404

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:10am

Elphie, I feel that way too sometimes. I spend too much time on here and don't get things done that I need to.

And also, all this week I've had to will myself NOT to cry over stupid things. I just keep telling myself "Don't let people see you upset."

I've just had a bad week and I keep thinking about all the stupid mistakes I've made and felt like crying all the time.

Updated On: 2/12/06 at 12:10 AM

#2405

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:13am

Elphie, it's okay. It's you're senior year and it IS stressful and you have every right in the world to react to it. It's better than holding it all in. I gave myself an ulcer over my senior year- that's hardly a better alternative.

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Like a firework unexploded
Wanting life but never knowing how

#2406

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:16am

Elphie, sometimes I do wonder when my incessant need to be on BWW even developed. I mean, I just don't even remember. Sometimes I think it's silly to be so attached to a website - when I could be spending time with friends. Sometime I feel like I'm being antisocial - but then again - you guys are all really great and I *love* talking with everyone.

Just know that senior year, even second semester, is like this gigantic stresshole. Everything just gets blown up and way out of proportion. It's like this horrible test to see how much you can handle before you come crashing down. Being stressed out about it is totally normal and soon it'll be over and you'll be a cool college kid.

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I recognize the addiction to being alive.

Updated On: 2/12/06 at 12:16 AM

#2407

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:17am

"Being stressed out about is totally normal and soon it'll be over and you'll be a cool college kid."

I don't want to be negative or anything... but college is stressful too. Don't worry though, I mean, there is gonna be stress your entire life, and learning to deal with it now will help you later.

#2408

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:18am

*hugs Elphie*

Everybody gets that way. I know it's upsetting and disconcerting, but it's totally normal.

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A work of art is an invitation to love.

#2409

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:19am

Yea, there's always going to be stress. I was kind of referring to April when Elphie hears back from schools and can kind of begin to relax into her senioritis.

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I recognize the addiction to being alive.

#2410

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:20am

Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't spend so much time on here. All I do is come on here, and while I love it, it usually means that I am procrastinating and I don't get my work done.

And lately this week, I've felt like I've screwed up everything in my life basically. It's so stupid. But I've just felt like a complete failure this week.

Updated On: 2/12/06 at 12:20 AM

#2411

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:21am

But, that's the thing, I can't let myself get senioritis. I mean, I feel lazy, but I won't let myself slack off. I'd absolutely hate myself if I did. It's not the way I work.

I doubt I'll ever be a "cool college kid". Janitorial school is looking better and better right now.

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"Blow out the candles, Robert, and make a wish. Want something. Want something."

Wishes come true, not free.

#2412

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:21am

Noooo we're not going to let the Adam thread get into a funk again. This happened before, and it became contagious awfully quickly.

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I recognize the addiction to being alive.

#2413

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:22am

*spreads happiness*

#2414

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:24am

This one always seems to do the trick:



And this one is just for laughs:

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v229/fantabulous428/nunsporkhills.png

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I recognize the addiction to being alive.

Updated On: 2/12/06 at 12:24 AM

#2415

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:24am

Shiksa, I have to disagree. My senior year was waaay more stressful than college has been, because it was the first time in my life where that much responsibility was just forced onto me. I'd had papers due and exams before. College applications, FAFSA, scholarship stuff- on top of all the papers and exams and normal school stuff- was completely different.

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Like a firework unexploded
Wanting life but never knowing how

#2416

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:24am

Katt, we should start a club.

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"Blow out the candles, Robert, and make a wish. Want something. Want something."

Wishes come true, not free.

#2417

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:25am

Senior year was INCREDIBLY stressful. I promise that it gets better in college, Elphie.

#2418

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:25am

Senior year I felt like I was in a room with the walls closing in on me.

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I recognize the addiction to being alive.

#2419

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:26am

Awww. Nun!Adam|Spork nostalgia!

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Shari Lewis: Did you ever wish upon a star? Lamb Chop: I once asked Mr. Rogers for his autograph.

#2420

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:28am

I guess it's different for everyone, but either way, it always gets better in the long run, so try not to stress out too much!

#2421

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:28am

I wish it were summer so I could spend my days 'cavorting' around NYC and saving little childrens' lives. Maybe I'd feel a bit more fulfilled.

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"Blow out the candles, Robert, and make a wish. Want something. Want something."

Wishes come true, not free.

#2422

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:28am

Elphie, we should.

Sorry for being a downer, this week has just sucked.

#2423

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:31am

Feel better, everyone. I'm going to bed.

#2424

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:31am

Night Chloe!

#2425

re: The Official Adam Pascal Love Thread, part six

Posted: 2/12/06 at 12:32am

Good night, Chloe.

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"Blow out the candles, Robert, and make a wish. Want something. Want something."

Wishes come true, not free.