Isn't it great? It's someone's fan photo from the Aida era, but not mine. I'm not a stage doorer as a rule. You can find it on adam-pascal in the fan photos section.
Sometimes it's the petty things that get to us the worst, partly because we know they're petty and get down on ourselves for that too.
I really hate that feeling, Elphie. I hope you feel better soon!
Thanks, guys.
I guess when you get right down to it, I'm feeling disenchanted with the whole school thing. My lack if time to just slack off is pissing me off, and it's a neverending process of applications and forms. I feel like I don't have the time I want to spend here and talk to you guys and get to know you better, then I berate myself for putting too much emphasis on online friendships and not always living in the real world. Sometimes I just...HATE myself for spending the time I do here.
And reading the rentsecrets made me really upset, for some reason, and left me with a really unsettled feeling in my stomach.
And I hate that I'm sobbing right now over such stupid crap.
Broadway Legend Joined: 1/22/06
Elphie, I feel that way too sometimes. I spend too much time on here and don't get things done that I need to.
And also, all this week I've had to will myself NOT to cry over stupid things. I just keep telling myself "Don't let people see you upset."
I've just had a bad week and I keep thinking about all the stupid mistakes I've made and felt like crying all the time.
Updated On: 2/12/06 at 12:10 AM
Elphie, it's okay. It's you're senior year and it IS stressful and you have every right in the world to react to it. It's better than holding it all in. I gave myself an ulcer over my senior year- that's hardly a better alternative.
Elphie, sometimes I do wonder when my incessant need to be on BWW even developed. I mean, I just don't even remember. Sometimes I think it's silly to be so attached to a website - when I could be spending time with friends. Sometime I feel like I'm being antisocial - but then again - you guys are all really great and I *love* talking with everyone.
Just know that senior year, even second semester, is like this gigantic stresshole. Everything just gets blown up and way out of proportion. It's like this horrible test to see how much you can handle before you come crashing down. Being stressed out about it is totally normal and soon it'll be over and you'll be a cool college kid.
Broadway Legend Joined: 11/8/05
"Being stressed out about is totally normal and soon it'll be over and you'll be a cool college kid."
I don't want to be negative or anything... but college is stressful too. Don't worry though, I mean, there is gonna be stress your entire life, and learning to deal with it now will help you later.
*hugs Elphie*
Everybody gets that way. I know it's upsetting and disconcerting, but it's totally normal.
Yea, there's always going to be stress. I was kind of referring to April when Elphie hears back from schools and can kind of begin to relax into her senioritis.
Broadway Legend Joined: 1/22/06
Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't spend so much time on here. All I do is come on here, and while I love it, it usually means that I am procrastinating and I don't get my work done.
And lately this week, I've felt like I've screwed up everything in my life basically. It's so stupid. But I've just felt like a complete failure this week.
Updated On: 2/12/06 at 12:20 AM
But, that's the thing, I can't let myself get senioritis. I mean, I feel lazy, but I won't let myself slack off. I'd absolutely hate myself if I did. It's not the way I work.
I doubt I'll ever be a "cool college kid". Janitorial school is looking better and better right now.
Noooo we're not going to let the Adam thread get into a funk again. This happened before, and it became contagious awfully quickly.
Broadway Legend Joined: 11/8/05
*spreads happiness*
This one always seems to do the trick:
And this one is just for laughs:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v229/fantabulous428/nunsporkhills.png
Shiksa, I have to disagree. My senior year was waaay more stressful than college has been, because it was the first time in my life where that much responsibility was just forced onto me. I'd had papers due and exams before. College applications, FAFSA, scholarship stuff- on top of all the papers and exams and normal school stuff- was completely different.
Katt, we should start a club.
Senior year was INCREDIBLY stressful. I promise that it gets better in college, Elphie.
Senior year I felt like I was in a room with the walls closing in on me.
Awww. Nun!Adam|Spork nostalgia!
Broadway Legend Joined: 11/8/05
I guess it's different for everyone, but either way, it always gets better in the long run, so try not to stress out too much!
I wish it were summer so I could spend my days 'cavorting' around NYC and saving little childrens' lives. Maybe I'd feel a bit more fulfilled.
Broadway Legend Joined: 1/22/06
Elphie, we should.
Sorry for being a downer, this week has just sucked.
Feel better, everyone. I'm going to bed.
Broadway Legend Joined: 11/8/05
Good night, Chloe.
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