Well for what it's worth, I think you all are the most intelligent, insightful, interesting, opinionated, entertaining, kind, funny and thoughtful group of people my age that I know as of now. All the kids at my school care more about dating 'popular' people, and spending massive ammounts of money on clothes, cars, and shoes than they do about getting good grades, going to college or getting a job. You guys aren't like that. You have no idea what a relief it is to come home and be able to read or take part in an intelligent conversation. I've only known you for a little while and I can tell that all of you are going to be successful in life and deserve every penny you get. So don't think of yourselves as 'losers' because when all is said and done, I know you will come out on top
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Here in this cold white room tied up to these machines, it's hard to imagine life as it used to be. Laughing, screaming, tumbling queen... Like the most amazing light show you've ever seen. Whirling, swirling, never blue... How could you go and die? What a selfish thing to do...
RIP Jason