Oh kook, I just read your post, I am so sorry. I recently lost someone close to me. There's nothing anyone can say to make it feel better. But, I am really sorry for your loss.
Oh, class...why do you keep coming? I don't want to go. Grr. Oh, well. See you later, guys.
"Nothing's lost forever. In this world, there is a kind of painful progress. Longing for what we've left behind, and dreaming ahead." -Tony Kushner's Angels in America