The Official Raúl E. Esparza "Spread the Love" Thread — Page 144

Nope, we have to do presentations on various parts of chapters four and five, neither of which I understand. *sigh* Damn you, AP bio. If only I could hire someone dizzingly talented to do it for me.

Sorry, Nia. If it makes you feel any better, I'm stuck on my AP Stats project.

It's probably from all that coughing or something. You're straining your lungs. *pretends she knows what she's talking about*

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You won't die...if it gets to be the worst it can be, go to the doctor...or if it's that severe....

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Yes! *nods vigourously* I thought that's what my classes would be like this year, but it's not even close. The teachers either a- don't care and pile it on or b- care too much and make it so easy that I'm bored out of my mind. I'd LOVE to sit down and really learn Spanish because I think it's a cool language, but I don't have time to study it. I just memorize a couple things for the quiz. There's no cohesiveness and I don't feel broadened, just worried about my grades. The program at my school is supposed to be advanced, but it's just poorly constructed and taught. But I'll shill it for all I'm worth on college apps.

I feel the EXACT same way about my French class!

I have something better than Alphabet Soup for you, Emcee! *homemade chicken soup* You're not allergic to that, are you?

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So you ARE going. Good for you.

I want grilled cheese.

There was never doubt that I would GO. It's the right thing to do.

There still remains doubt as to how much there is to be said.

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Maybe I can spell "Raul" with my soup.

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Rephrase, then. What's APPROPRIATE to say. Or what will matter at all. To spill out everything I've thought since we drifted apart isn't worth either of our time, or my effort. She won't care. And even if she does care, the timing is f*cked, because what's the use of fixing things? So I can be used to pass on information? No way.

I agree. I think I rather vengefully blame school on a lot of how I've turned out. I used to read for fun all the time, and the fact that I was pretty early on bombarded with reading that I HAD to do over the summer, and the fact that that made it impossible for me to read for fun has sort of.... taken the fun out of it for me. (And it's also made me prone to using run-on sentences.)

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That's my excuse, too. I want to try new things, even though I think I know what I want to do, ultimately.

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now that i'm coming to the end of my college career (what a scary, scary thought...) I wish I could take more classes that I WANTED to take instead of classes that I HAD to take...I mean I love my theatre classes (when we actually discuss stuff...the papers still suck) but I wanted to take an Italian class, and a Sign Language class, and a Floral Arrangement class...just for fun, cause I thought it'd be cool....ahhhh, regrets. haha...but that's why I became a theatre major in the first place...because halfway through college I basically said eff it, I'm going to study what I WANT to study, not something that might give me a more "stable" or "comfortable" lifestyle.

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Good luck, kook. I'll be going with a frivulous major too, but I think you can do some things with it.

Em, she doesn't.