The Official Raúl E. Esparza "Spread the Love" Thread — Page 172

It's dangerous sometimes when they're so generous, because that line becomes TOO invisible. Even people who let their fans get *very* close have had to be more and more careful over the years -- I think that's why it's even luckier when they do let you into their lives in a way that exceeds signing autographs for you and such. Something about Raul's personality, maybe that little bit of aloofness in his nature, makes it very clear where his line lies, I think, but that doesn't really make him any less kind of generous with his fans. The fact that he will give you his undivided attention, even for two minutes, and that he will give you *respect* is enough.

I would call or e-mail, Allie. It's a bit of a grassroots setup, so they might be open to doing it.

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Updated On: 10/5/05 at 04:50 PM

Thanks, Emcee. I think I will! I'm curious as to how much money this could cost me!

I'm really hoping that I can catch him after a show later this month. I'll be there for a week so I'm hoping he comes out at least ONCE. I don't think I'll bother him before the show again. Once was fine, but twice might be a bit much. Although, he probably wouldn't mind.

I really am hoping to catch him after a show, though, so that I can try to tell him some of these things. I'll feel like an idiot and probably shake the whole time. But someone who has had such a positive impact on my life should know it.

I think the funny thing about Raúl around his fans is that he makes you -feel- like you're getting to know him, without really getting to know him. I mean, if you have the guts (not like me! haha) to actually have a real, intelligent conversation with him, you -are- actually having a conversation with him, but it's still with this facade of Raúl Esparza that I think you have to have as an actor...because I think the only way to survive the pendulum swings of emotion as an actor is to seperate it from your home life. Like, you have your home/"real" life, and then you have your stage life. I don't know if that makes any kind of sense at all...but yes, I agree when you say that even though he is able to keep his distance from you, you still get to know a real person, and he makes you feel appreciated, even though you're the one appreciating him! gah. i shouldn't be allowed to ramble.

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Haha. I think that is definitely wishful thinking!

I'll clap my little fingers off for the shows that I do see. He seems to like Saturday nights. So, here's hoping! I guess if it got to the end of the week and I still hadn't caught him then I *might* go before the show again.

I just hope I am able to form the right words so that he truly understands and doesn't just think I'm a babbling, starstruck girl.

That's a really good idea. It's going to be hard enough, so I should get it in my head first. I tend to talk fast when I'm nervous so I'll have to wait towards the end of the stage door line and calm my nerves beforehand.

Ah. Why does this have to be so hard?

Anyway, I read/heard/watched an interview with him one time. I don't even remember which one it was. But he said "I've never been more of a visionary than when I was in Sunday in the Park With George". I found that to be very beautiful. Just that his work and his "real life" are so tightly connected. I think that's the same thing he meant when he said that the impulse to perform and the impulse for sex come from the same place. That he's not just an actor when he's on stage. He's an actor all the time.

Updated On: 10/5/05 at 05:24 PM

Oh well good. Because I have a feeling this won't come off as an everyday casual conversation. Haha! I have noticed that he speaks quickly, though. I think it's precious!

See, I need to start doing that. In the past I have stood kind of towards the front and I don't think that would be the ideal place to strike up a conversation. I'll wait at the end so he doesn't have a bunch of people shoving things in his face. I'll try to make it short and sweet because I'm sure he'll be anxious to get home.

Is it? Okay, I can never remember where I hear things. I need to go listen to it again. His voice is just so incredibly calming. I don't know how he does it. It's so gentle and soothing. So it really puts me at ease.

Updated On: 10/5/05 at 05:34 PM

I really envy the person who gets to wake up with him in the morning. Just because I can imagine a half-asleep Raúl is like a little puppy dog.

I know that that is ridiculous and none of my business. But I can't help but think it.

Updated On: 10/5/05 at 05:40 PM

*sigh*

He just seems like the type of person who really enjoys and needs a lot of physical contact and affection. And I'm not just talking sexual. I've just noticed that he seems to be a touchy/feely kind of guy. And I think that is precious.

And I can't help but hope that he is getting enough of it. Even though I'm sure he is.

I'm glad you like your school pictures. I don't think I've ever liked one of mine. But I really don't like pictures of me to begin with.

I do, however, like that picture of Raúl!

School pictures were always the worst part of high school. No matter what I wore or how natural I tried to smile...horrible. Look at the pictures I have posted, horrible. At least Raul looks pretty. But in a manly way of course. But still pretty. Mmmm...

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Hm. This is really weird. Have any of you noticed billboards, ads, or other stuff for Chitty being taken down? I mean...(I know this might not mean anything...)...they cancelled the chorus auditions for Chitty...and the attendance is just outrageously low. Maybe it's...maybe it's...

...maybe it's my imagination.

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Who knows, I may ask for another picture with him after I talk with him for a bit. If only for the half hug. I just don't want to start off really sincere and then ruin it by asking for a picture.

Ah. I am having such difficulty dragging myself away from this thread! But that is nothing new.