I just had a cah-cah performance, and It's so frustrating. I HATE looking out in the audience and seeing people with blank faces. Wishing they were somewhere else. I can't imagine how difficult it must be to be in a show where the audience is like that for two and a half hours. It's even more frustrating when JUST the day before, I had an awesome performance.
I guess it's true what they say about this business. When you are high, they are so very high. And when they are low, it's a big time low.
Poor Raul. I never got it before. It's so thrilling when the audience is so excited about something, it makes you even more excited. But, when the audience isn't feelin' it, it can really weigh you down, even though it shouldn't. No wonder he's ready to get out of Chitty.
"What a mystery this world. One day you love them and the next day you want to kill them a thousand times over." The Masked Bandit in THE FALL